tuesday.

ever since abs went over to UB, more than 1 person has asked me whether i miss her because she is not here.
-insert stunned onion emoticon-
wtf????

LOL. apparently all of them feel that we're like super close sistas HAHAHAHA damn funny can. ok lah, i do miss her. but she sure misses kandy more. HAHA.

i think today is make jielin happy day. HAHA.
weisi and pris says i'm skinny.
idiot no.2 says i've become da mei nu without my braces. no longer cute, but more pretty HAHA.
wah sehhh. heaven has been kind to me today. LOL.



slowmo's class was fucked up. got to do some peer evaluation thing. zz wtf. she sucks ok. YOU SEE THIS SLOWMO??? you're a fucking lousy lecturer who has successfully made me lose interest in a subject i am very keen on. zzz. hate you.

bob's class later. in like 8 hours. zzz. our ppt...scared and nervous. please love connect@6 works bobby darling. we're working so hard together. -prays- LL, i believe in you always. and i will continue to believe in you.

thank you for everything. (:

tuition for P. then met with monz and ed and fatbear for dinner at botak jones. UBER FULL. laughed a lot. talked with monz alone too, before the guys arrived. hah, i miss her loads ok. though i don't say it but i do miss her. ed has stolen her from me since long long ago HAHA.

cannot wait for tw trip. then we can share room and gossip HAHA! =D

thanks to you both, monz and chip for placing both fatbear and i together. somehow it worked. somehow you both have foresight HAHA. don't worry lah. meal is will treat one. HAHA.

parted ways after dinner.

dropped by VE to pass Hboss the keys when fatbear was updating his passbook for his mum. the new guy was there. chatted quite a bit with 2 of them plus this other customer who was at the counter. feels good. very long never anyhow talk cok.
i wonder how the new guy is like. he looks silly and very cute. HAHA. no, i don't like younger guys. from ngee ann leh, marshy!
his english sounds good. hmmm. but his name sounds from china.


walked home from clementi interchange. was too full to sit around. but the walk was damn tiring plus uber hot can!!! zzz. perspired like no one's business. HAHA. nua-ed around in clementi woods just randomly chatting. was good. (:

J called in the middle and started bitching about slowmo and bobby. HAHA i couldn't help but joined in the bitching for slowmo. hate her mansssss. ROARRRRR. slap her stupid hair with coconuts from hawaii.



today i felt like i am fatbear's princess.
he's probably all i can ever dream of, in a alternative shell. HAHA.
it's like...2 years of good karma all returning to me..slowly, sweetly, definitely.

like monz says: dont think so much. must have confidence in this!


and yes my dear 80 year old bond friend. i do hope the curse is finally broken.
i want us to be happy forever. (:


it's time to settle down.
i've got so much to do.
let me focus. i don't wanna lose the determined and ambitious jielin.
i want to fulfill all my dreams. terms and conditions apply.
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i heard your heart beating today!
and i thought the snoring story was hilarious! =D
i still cannot look at you in the eye.
i squirm and i avoid.
cos' i'm shy like that. HAHA.

i could fall asleep in your arms any day.
i like the way you make me feel.
safe and loved and sincere.
i just hope this ain't gonna be a day or two.
but for as long as it takes.

fatbear is mine. =D