maybe i should stop being so trigger happy.
HELLO WEISI! happy birthday to youuuu. AHAHA. i was one day early, but it's because of time lag ah. i always access facebook in wee hours of morning and i think it's STILL the PREVIOUS night. hence mixed up. =x
hello yan!!! HAHAHA.
hello myself. taken on thursday morning.
thursday, after school and tuition. met roy for dinner. then with nanny for more stuff! =D
usual dinner at jap place at clementi. talked about some stuff and updated lives. LOL. pity the meet up was a bit too short. left tuition late because P was pissing me off with her nonchalant attitude and i stayed back to lecture her plus talk to the maid about her.
nevermind! got chance must meet again alright! =D
nanny came by to fetch me to mount faber!!! WOOTS!!! i fulfilled my long long wish of taking cable car in SINGAPORE. HAHAHA wtf. last time i did was prolly when i was a kid (can't remember anything).
i've taken cable car to the alps (switz), to the peak(HK) but never in singapore. i've often wondered how it feels like...and i know now! =D
we got the glass cabin. this means we can see everything outside from ceiling to floor. zzz. although i'm not afraid of heights, but that moment whereby the cable car left the grounds into the air; suspending precariously...i was kinda nervous. zzz.
but it got better after a while and i enjoyed it very much. (((: the scenary was beautiful. thank you nanny! =D
because my phone can't take good night shots, you guys will have to make do with lousy pictures. =(
the ground view! zzz.
cruises in the sea.
IR in construction.
tried to take shots in the cabin but it was too dark and i hate flashes. zzz. HAHA. ok lah, we did take one with flash eventually.
see i'm so bloody white and he's so dark. zzzz. kaoz. i hate flash lahhhh! roarrr.
the ride took about 20 to 30minutes only. soon, we arrived back at jewel box, where we had boarded. decided to chill a bit at altivo bar in the jewel box. very very veryyy good ambience zzz. and good wind and music. (((:
ordered some drinks. chatted. LOL. i think i said quite a lot that night regarding myself. well, revelation is part of building relationships in general right?
the view from our table by the side. nice. i'll recommend this place for couples to go dating. the atmosphere makes you drunk. you just get intoxicated by everything.
OMFG and monz and ed dropped by wtf??? i don't believe it's coincidence lor HAHAHA. cheeky shits. they didn't join our table lah. lol. stupid right?
headed home when it was 11plus. tired. late. curfew. dazed by everything that happened. no longer rational. still not rational 2 days later. SIGH.
slept till 10plus am on friday. then met nanny for lunch. kuay zhup at ermmm. pepsy? can't remember the exact name. quite near my place though. pasir panjang there ah..wasn't very hungry.
zzz much left overs. WAH LAU EH first time in my life I EAT MORE THAN A MALE can. so unfair. =((( i feel like a pig. HAHAHA.
left. no place in mind to go. no plans. roamed like we were touring this city. zzz. headed to central. but it was too boring. then went to great world wanted to watch movie. but no good movies either. so skipped that.
FINALLY, i suggested going to changi to watch planes and the sea. LOL.
eyes damn small today. still not enough sleep. sobs.
HAHAHAH. ok so bo liao right?
these two fellas kept shaking their heads at me for the whole day. zzz. one is nod, one is shake. wah lau eh.
one pic together. don't worry. safe driving ok! HAHAHA.
drizzling. and the two fellas looking very contented with their spot on the dashboard HAHA.
REALLY not used to sitting in the front seats. tsk!
he's figuring out how to go to great world LOL.
so i camwhore.
finally we reached changi!
tanah merah ferry terminal!
after relaxing and listening to the waves for about 2 hours, we headed to find dinner.
sunset.
cool picture huh! HAHAHA.
reached some market near changi village whereby he said the food is good. but that market was closed for renovations. so we decided to take a stroll first before finding our alternative dinner plans.
nice sunset huh. with sunset comes a new day.
reached a mini beach. LOL.
this shot required me to go VERY close to the waters and sand. but i like the outcome. the reflection of the sun setting in the horizon.
then camwhore.
yea i look pasty today. =(
nanny's handwriting HAHA.
aye can be postcard already please!
decided to head back. then nanny decides to play some stunt. zzz. kept quiet all the way, back to the car, till we reached bedok to eat ba chor mee. WAH LAU EH i thought he was angry with me saying that he was old and stuff. HAHAHA. cheater bug. next time will not believe you anymore.
our table number. ordered drinks from their stall. sugar cane for me. very sweet. i like!
ordered sting ray from this stall. took damn long to arrive. the ba chor mee-s also took DAMNNNN long. super crowded lah the place. demand for these few items were very high, hence the slow wait. hungry.
it arrives! the mee is little. but it's alright because the quality of the noodles was disappointed. worse than maggi. BUT the meatballs were awesome!!! love them man. HAHAHA. bouncy, springy and yummy.
oh, his chopstick skills kinda suck HAHAHAHAHA. learn from me, i'm like master in chopsticks (yar right).
stingray. not very nice. although it's supposedly damn famous, i guess due to the high demand and shortage of time, the quality dropped. =(
this adds to the list of "lousy stingray" zihao brought me to eat at bugis the last time. HAHAHA.
final thank you to nanny who spent the past few days with me. bringing me around the island in your car and visiting my places i don't usually go to. (: you said you won't read my blog because i will feel awkward writing, but i'm guessing you'll end up reading. HAHA. so there.
ok finally finished updating. very little elaboration because i'm feeling lazy and tired of typing.
too much has been on my mind these few days. gonna take things slow.
i wished i didn't have to think. or decide.
but you see, i realized i really am an annoying person.
a person with mixed wants and emotions. how irritating.
tension of opposites working on me. i hate it.
i feel so torn. and i hate this emotion. which makes me totally want to run away and not face up to it. runaway jelly.
you helped me palm read.
and told me there would be 5 relationships in my life.
the problem is...all 5 have passed in my life.
i don't have a 6th, do i?
this means i'll remain a nun.
i won't be part of your 3.
been a long long week. everything slapping me in the face.
can't focus, can't concentrate.
i do not like losing my rationality. although the occasional sweetness seemingly makes up for it. but is it worth it?
everyone says: give it a try. you never know. be fair to yourself.
i know that. but doing is another thing. convincing myself is a different thing.
maybe i've been habitualized into this lifestyle of individualism; only being with friends with matter. do i really need more? is what pf said true?
i really don't want to care. i'm never sure. i want to be sure. but uncertainties are forever part and parcel of life. right?
i sneak peeks at you, and i think i wouldn't be caught,
because i'm amazed and intrigues by how you can selflessly give in and give me.
i'm easily touched by niceties. but will this last long? can you last for long? who knows the answer? without trying.
is idealism wrong? greedy? disillusioned? unrealistic? stupid? foolish?
i've got so much inside me wanting to pour it all out and analyze detail by detail. but i can't even get a grip of these information and think slowly, logically, carefully.
you've incapacitated me.
long day saturday. tuition then VE. god, let it be a good day!
maybe i don't deserve you and you'll find out soon enough.
they always do.
being part of your 3 also means i won't be your last either.
i'm not gonna take the chances, yet.
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