Thursday, April 30, 2009

SMELLS.

WEET WEET!!!!
i'm blogging this at 12am midnight because it's 30th april and it's fatbear's birthdayyyyyyy!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU!
HAPPY BRITHDAY TO FATBEAR!

-beams-

update more soon.
but anyways, just a few points i want to comment about today.


left the house for a mere few hours to travel to and from tuition.
the public transport was horrendous simply because i don't understand why and how some people can go around WITHOUT deodorant and perfume.
you should know that the weather is crazy and humid and it's dumb to not make yourself smell better before you leave house. and even if you do perspire too much in the middle of the day, at least have consideration to bring along a small bottle of deodorant or perfume or cologne to spray yourself!!!!

SMELL GOOD PLEASE PEOPLE!
i almost died on the bus and train today because of these inconsiderate people.
SERIOUSLY.
peak hour plus the crowd is definitely NOT pleasant.


plus i don't understand how some people can LEAN THEIR ENTIRE FREAKING BODY towards me (head and top half of body) to peer at what i'm doing on my itouch when i'm outside. HEY i'm a girl and you are MALES so please give me some respect and personal space. ROARRRR.

and when i glare at you to signal that you should move away, please be smart and MOVE AWAY. COME SO CLOSE FOR WHAT??? i can freaking smell your hair ok. am i your friend? NO. stay some distance away thank you.


and some tiko XXXXXman kept bio-ing at my legs today. SHIT YOU LAH. i stand less than 10cm away from you face to face ok. can you please be more respectful. HELLO I AM WEARING SHORTS underneath my teeshirt and i'm not wearing anything revealing. stop your saliva from dripping down.

AND i glared at you when you finally bio from bottom to top AND i caught your eye contact. WHY YOU SO SCARED FOR WHAT HUH!!! look away for what! guilty ah! fucker man. seriously, where have all the manners gone?? ARGHHHH.


i hate public transport! =(
and i hate summer.



ok anyway, poor fatbear is still working. -sighs-
yawnnnn. update with pictures soon ok! but i didn't really do much to plan the celebration because fatbear is busy in this period of exams also. maybe we'll celebrate when his exams are overrr.

alrighteys.

oh! i have another interview scheduled on monday.
well, let's hope it goes well. i guess even if the pay sucks and it's like on the opposite end of the island from where i stay...i'll still accept it if they want me. ready to uptake any challenges already. i must say it sounds like the toughest job scope i have so far.


goodnights! till i update again! ((((:


ps: REMEMBER TO PUT ON DEODORANT OR PERFUME OR COLONGE WHEN YOU GO OUT OK!!!!!!!!

-sniffs air-
(i know i'm being anal, but my sense of smell is highly sensitive.)

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

fatbear called~!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
-beams like a sun-
fatbear called fatbear called meeee firsttttt. (imagine singing)

=DDDDD
i feel so much better now.
finally the phone rang with the caller-id i've been waiting for the ENTIRE freaking day.
i cannot even describe the happiness man.=DDDD
and fatbear didn't sound angry or what. just his usual stupid teasing voice asking me whether i wanted to hear his voice or not.
-slaps-
OF COURSE I DO LAH I WAIT SO LONG YOU KNOW! hmpfff.


apparently he had been reading my blog and knows i'm angry and KNOWS that i'm playing along with him--not calling or smsing him.
so we were basically seeing who can hold out longer. =.='''
in the end fatbear had to call me to listen to my voice because he missed me RIGHT?? =DDDD


please, let's not do this again. i really missed you like shit for the entire day and whatever i did, i felt like a zombie--watching tv, youtubing, surfing online websites, blogging, baking...hated it. =(
i hated the idea that we were not on speaking terms. and i wished so hard that you'll call me first. ya ya, because i am too full of pride to take the initiative to break the silence. =(

pride kills me.


so..compromise right? =D we must be responsible and inform each other about stuff so we won't get angry at each other AGAIN. =((( NO MOREEEEE! -determined tone-
EACH OTHER HUH. meaning you also hor, fatbear!

and ya lah, you didn't guess the kitchen project correct. (must be correct in phrasing...cannot drop hints....)lalalaaa. and STOP GUESSING LAH =((( you are ruining the surprise lehhh.
how come i can read your mind and you can read mine? =D

anyway, you won't have any present on the day itself nehnehnipoopoo. HAHA.
ok lah, maybe i'll be budget and tie a ribbon around my neck and give myself to you. (:

love you baby. i know you love me too. =D

rainy tuesday.

no one called from XXX still. i'm fast giving up hope. maybe my instincts were right.

anyway, mr. fatbear, i've accepted the fact that you also refuse to give me my daily morning sms, not even a phonecall during your lunch.
so if this is the way you want it to be, fine.
i'll not disturb you since i'm such a hindrance in your life.
may you enjoy your studying with me out of your life.

completed project kitchen part 1. at this state, i'm contemplating NOT even going onto part 2. because simply i'm so mad angry at you.


even if you're in a bad mood, it does not give you the right to lash out at me or take it out on me. i am NOT the cause of your bad moods ok. unless i am, then i got nothing to say.


sigh whatever. you want to ignore me, then i'll play along.
fucking pissed.
FUCK EVERYTHING LAH.

why?

I spent the entire night and early morning waiting for maybe...a missed call or sms.

they never came.
dejected.
I'm going to start project kitchen now.
lest I think too much and cry ;(.

Monday, April 27, 2009

project kitchen.

ok my mood is damn bad now at 12:30am cos' fatbear is in a bad mood and i'm in a foul mood because of him and i cannot be bothered to cheer him up after all that he has said. so there.

i don't understand why we have different views on so many things sometimes. the way he operates isn't how i operate. and i don't even know whether it's because of the age difference, personality difference, perspective difference, experience difference, background difference or...FUCK IT...all of that.

so tired to even think. i wish things will iron out by themselves.

i was rather happy today for like..3/4. until i just called him to talk after he went back home after OT. then everything began. i tried to ignore all that complaining about W and me going out because frankly THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US WHAT.

how many times must i say that i only have you in my heart before you'll believe me? how many times must i say that doing this and that with him means nothing because he is just a FRIEND. many things are done out of obligation ok. and i NEVER do anything wrong, neither have i given him the wrong signals. i hate it everytime you say that i don't need you because i have XXX or ZZZ or whoelsethefuckthereis.

whether it's a joke or not, it's no longer funny. and i know you will read this, and i don't want to argue about this because this isn't the time to argue.

i know you're tired of/from work. i know you need rest. i know you need time to study. i know that you're stressed. i tried so many things not to make you tired, tried my best not to disturb you, tried my best to make everything better. i really tried so hard to be understanding and caring and all that. but obviously my efforts are INVISIBLE. i feel like im here just because im here.

nothing matters now. so pissed. may you be in a better mood tomorrow.



ok. today's pictures. met will at cineleisure for buffet lunch. suki sushi. his treat.
AND SERIOUSLY. FUCK STUDENT CARDS.
today is the SECOND TIME i've been denied a promotion because of FORGETTING TO BRING MY STUDENT CARD.

so angry. but W kindly paid for everything still. thanks so much.
and btw, i went home and saw the stupid card in my pencil case still. AND I'VE LEARNT MY LESSON. i angrily stuffed the card into my wallet immediately.



pictures from his phone. he was sitting OPPOSITE ME FOR THE ENTIRE MEAL HOR FATBEAR. only moved over for like 2 minutes to take pictures.

YA YA. look at my face. i can go be a chipmunk. =( i'm on a diet. ate a few plates of sushi. definitely not worth the buffet money. but no way i'm going to eat more just because it's not worth the money.

i know i probably STILL won't lose weight after all my efforts. but at least this gives me hope, right? fuck weight plateaus. (sorry if i use a lot of vulgarities in this post, just in a bad mood. anyway, i'm sure all readers are NC16 above.)

since he paid for the meal, i felt obligated to treat him back. he insisted on watching a movie. so ya, i paid the $6 for him. cheapcheap lah. totally a fraction of what he paid.

the sushi there is quite worth it. better than sakae by A LOT. don't ever go sakae! really. their buffet can eat everything on the plates. don't care what color ok. SO MUCH BETTER AND FRESHER!

and their waitresses are very polite, friendly, smiley and says "you're welcome" whenever i say "thank you" to them. good service!

MUST HAVE everytime.

awesome cream puffs.

chawamushi. buffet also! cheap!

YA, so lame please. we had no intention of watching movie one. but we settled for this malaysian horror flick WTF. totally lame. HAHAHAHA. the sound effects damn loud ok, scared me several times. but it wasn't very scary lor! i was laughing quite a lot throughout. and both of us must have disturbed many people because we were predicting what was going to come next at every scene!

and guess what. we were right 90%. HAHAHA. i'm glad it's only $6. or not i'll stab myself.

OH YA!!!! i saw YEO KAI JIE from RVHS DAYS!!!! TOTALLY OMGOMG. HHAAHAHAH.

it's been like 5 years since we saw each other???!!! wah lau eh. i didn't recognize him at first. but i saw him pointing at me (got another girl next to him, his gf) and then i looked harder and i realized it was him!!! =DDDD eh, he still remembers my name ok!

wah lau eh. brings back all the classroom craziness we had HAHA.

and he said i changed a lot physically =.= and that MY VOICE CHANGED. i thought only males break voices. FML.

wahhh. but it was good to catch up with him! HAHA. so funny. (((: his gf damn sweet-looking ok! that penguin really got good taste man! HAHA.

you can see a sheng shiong plastic bag up there. dropped by the market for groccery shopping on my way home from town. was damn tired and sweaty but i had to go there to get stuff for the BEAR's surprise. i guess it won't be much appreciated given his current mood.

i'll reveal the contents soon. after his birthday presumbly. it's going to be a huge project tomorrow. hai. i wonder why i'm doing all these suddenly. so fucking upset.

home. i need a hair trim. wonder when i'll have the time to go. probably wednesday after tuition or something. sigh.

REALLY exhausted. spent 1 hour in the supermarket getting things i needed. i love groccery shopping, so i'm not complaining. besides, i had to make sure everything was perfect, so i read the contents of everything, contemplated over the props and stuff. SIGH. plus i had budget constraint.

fuck my bank account.

fat day. i want to get rid of my tummy.

i hate my hips.

i have no waist.

i just remembered that i entered a male's toilet last saturday. because the female's toilet was locked. it happened at the place i took the survey for $35. urgent needs. fatbear told me to go to the male's toilet and he'll keep a watchout.

2 other men came in. crazily embarrassing when i had to go out of my cubicle to wash my hands.
one of the uncles got quite a startled look. paiseh lah uncle. me niao ji! =S

i just thought it'll be interesting to document this. nothing special.

ok fuck my life now. i'm out of here.

MAY FATBEAR BE IN A BETTER MOOD WHEN THE SKY BECOMES BRIGHT. MAY HE NOT BE SO TIRED ANYMORE. MAY HE EARN LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY. MAY HE DO WELL FOR HIS EXAMS AND GRADUATE.

sigh.
i wonder if i'm doing the right thing. but i've decided...and i've got to stick to it.

btw, sorry monky for making you read this vulgarity-infused entry. and sorry to the rest who hates vulgarities too.

i feel better after letting it all out. have a good day everyone.

sunday sleeppppp.

well, because i blogged till about 3plus am last night, and i had to wake up at 7am to go to pray at the temple for my waigong, i was pretty darn tired. but survived. and because i figured that there is no point to look that nice on a sunday morning, i just lathered on my moisturizer/sunblock and left the house. -.-'''

in fact, i did that for the entire day. after the praying, went to pick up my waipo to bring her to our place for lunch and dinner. then fatbear picked me up after i bathed again (to wash away the smoke smell) to crash his place. the plan: i slack, he study.

awwww. but i was determined not to disturb him from his studies ok! so being the nice little gf, i nua-ed one corner of the room, watched youtube on my touchy/fatbear's laptop and then fell asleep soon after because i was so tired HAHA.

pictures.

the family dropped by the marketplace near our house to buy stuff for the prayers. yawnnnn. so early and the parking attendant auntie is out already! i wanted to take a picture of her because she is so kaobei, but she walked too fast! geeee.

the sky was blue, too blue, had to catch a picture of it! there was wind in the early morning, then it disappeared, and the weather was back to shitty hot. =( WHERE'S ALL THE CLOUD COVER!!!!

i took the picture while in the car! HAHA. at least i managed to minimize the possible reflection from the window.

tugged out my long lost socks to wear them again. with my pink-fading-become-less-pink sneakers. =(

and you can see that my socks have been through a lot because it's almost see-through when stretched wtf. HAHA. or maybe i just grew fatter over the years -.-'''.

i'll miss wearing sneakers for sure. once i start working. IF i get a job. HAI.

i'm waiting for my telephone to ring. CALL ME PLS!!!! CALL MEEEEE. TELL ME YOU WANT ME!

home after the praying and picking up of waipo. it was a good few hours of family day--papa, mama, jie and me. had a lot of jokes, laughter and i really liked it. it's rare we get to hang out like that. no one has time for anyone else for heartfelt banter already. it's so...normalized.

mama didn't want to take pictures showing her face so the ZB paper will do lah huh HAHA. and huangy looks fat in the first picture, so i took a second one. yawnn.

mama cooked a simple soup. i like her dishes because she is very health-conscious and this has made me a rather health-conscious person while growing up. the soup smelled awfully tempting, even though i wasn't intending to eat lunch.

sweet-tasting. the natural taste of lettuce, cut onions, crabstick, meatballs and mushrooms. no preservative, no oils, no pepper. i like! yums! had a small bowl of this before i went downstairs to wait for fatbear's arrival.

oh! pictures from my phone. took this in the morning before leaving for house. can see how pale i am. I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO PUT ON CONCEALER LOR. -.-''' i need to give my skin a rest lah. can't be bothered even if i scare people away with my panda eye rings HAHA.

dug out my limited edition converses to wear. since the weather is crazily hot and sunny and suffocating, it is very unlikely to rain, hence my sneakers are more or less safe from any kinds of wetness. (: the skin of the sneakers cannot come into contact with water!

even after about 2 years of not wearing them, or even taking them out, THEY ARE STILL IN PERFECTTTO condition!!! lovelove.

even the base has pictures ok!

okkk!!! JIAYOU TO FATBEAR FOR HIS FIRST PAPER ON MONDAY!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! (:

anyway, because i slept quite a bit this noon, for about 4 hours, i feel like my skin is slowly replenishing all the lost time for repairs. (: happy.

meeting william tomorrow for lunch. it's odd, isn't it? but since he asked me out to chill, then go lor. in any case, he offered to treat me to sushi buffet! HAHA. shall try to take pictures tomorrow and blog! meeting quite early though, so i shall......go sleep now. wheee. beauty sleep!

and i'm really determined to lose weight this time. shall try to resist as much temptations as possible. i have to figure something out for the sushi buffet =XXXX BUT i really want to LEAVE my weight plateau FOR GOOD. as in leave and GO TO A LOWER PLATEAU.

so sick of seeing that number 55 everytime! no matter how much i eat/diet/exercise. nothing changes. ROARRRRR!!! i dislike my bones, my body, my face, my bank account. things must change.

they are about to change already. positivism leads the way.

for now, i'm the queen of nua-ness.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

bigyellowshiningstar returns!

HELLO TO ALL EARTHLINGS!!!
have you guys been clicking the link to my blog and realizing that there are no updates? were you disappointed? or were you relieved? HAHA. in any case, i'm back. to those who were disappointed for not having juicy/boring/wtf/loserish things to read, I'M BACK!

alive, and very much in one piece. although i think i grew into a BIGGER piece wtf. damn fat now. stupid exams period!!! just sit at the table and eat study eat study. lack of sleep slows metabolism, meaning i gain weight faster too! but apparently, because i'm forever on a weight plateau (4 years and counting now), i never seem to GAIN weight. i just...gain FATS. chubbier. wtf.


OK OK!!! FIRST THINGS FIRST! this is going to be an ULTRA SUPER DUPER long post, so if you don't have patience to listen to my rants and what has been going on in my life/brain, leave right now. you've been warned!

to make up for the lack of updates AND pictures, i have words, more words, and pictures that are super random. not arranged chronologically because dated too far back! and very few with my face in it! (i know many of you are heaving sighs of relief) but the pictures aren't interesting or contain any hot babes also. sorry mans. my life is boring like that.



OH!!!!! i'm officially OUT OF SCHOOL!!!! FINISHED MY UNIVERSITY EDUCATION!!!! =D -beams- i managed to live through my final exams. though i can almost feel my As flying away. i'm probably going to get Bs for UGC112 and PSY333. =((((( if i'm lucky, i can scrape B+s for both. HAI what to do. super no mood to study. i managed to read through my notes ONCE and i went for the exams. fml.

so if i can actually score that well, i think i'm a genius already HAHAHAH. really lah, me not cut out to be an academic student who memorizes from textbooks. =( i'm glad it's all over and i can use my brain for other stuff, be it unimportant stuff. CONGRATS TO ALL WHO HAVE GRADUATED!!!!!

i'm hoping that my GPA will not be affected much by my final sem's results. i still want that first upper class mans!!!


okkkkk. ((((: to show that i'm still alive! a picture i took today--saturday 25/04/09!

looking chui still. lack of sleep from the past few weeks. =( i'm trying to catch up on the precious sleep, but there's so much to do now!!! =D i was intending to blog yesterday (friday) after school, but was having a splitting headache after my tuition so i retired to bed early. my body is dying. and i REALLY HATE THE WEATHER.

i feel like i'm living in a glasshouse.

another picture! today, after my usual tuition slots, fatbear picked me up and we went to do some survey thing together! it was at toa payoh, some ulu place and we almost couldn't find the place! toa payoh looks very different from the west!!

anyway, being the cheapo and very eager to earn money us, we decided to go for the interview because sitting at the office doing some survey for them made us $35 bucks richer!!! only 10-15mins required!!!! HAHAHAHAH. wahhh. happy leh. ask me do more survey leh.

there, one page of the rating scale thing. yawnnn.
we left soon after to find something to munch on! i've been eating rather little these few days due to loss in appetite. one meal per day. but being with fatbear makes me happy and hence increases my cravings for food!

we stopped by the HDB hub to grab things to eat. walked around a bit too...super bigggg. but the heat was killing us.

back on the car. fatbear eating his da bao. from tiong bahru paos.

i had BK's mushroom swiss and onion rings which i shared with fatbear.



omg why did i show this picture, you may ask. I'M DAMN PISSED AT MYSELF EVERYTIME I LOOK AT MY FACIAL WASH. let me tell you why.

i decided to stock up on my facial wash because it's running out already. dropped by watsons to get it. then i so happy, because i saw that there was a student promotion going on! i get 20% off the original price of my facial wash if i flash my card!!!

so i happily brought it to the cashier. then i opened my wallet, and realized that my student/ub card was in my pencil case because i couldn't be bothered to take it out after my last paper. FML. i let $2 worth of savings fly away.

even better. that asshole fatbear had to choose the time NOT to bring his wallet along (student card inside), so....i paid full price lor. sibeidulan seriously.

aye, i know it's just $2!!! but i'm damn broke now ok!!! fatbear's birthday stuff is sucking me dry. and i have quite a few more lessons to go till i get my tuition paycheck. =(


-big wet eyes-

fatbearbearrrr. i totally will forgive you for all the things you did last week to make me angry (can't think of any actually, except the stupid facial wash thing) because you bought me my BIRDS NESTTTTTT!!!!

-tears roll down cheeks-

HAHAHAHA. eh i'm serious ok! this is like top grade. not those mini bottles kind!!! lovelove lah! i'm getting my collagen boost! super need it after all the horrid stress. =( and its worse for me because i don't even know how to do makeup to make myself prettier. =((((




(((: i cannot even bring myself to open the bottle and eat the precious stuff. i know it's really expensive for fatbear! thank you so much!!!! (((:

just a few random try-to-be-artistic shots...bear with me.

can you gues what this is?

this above picture SHOULD be familiar to monz. if she still reads my blog.

i see this everyday when i leave house and lean over my corridor railings to wear my shoes. somehow my neighbour placed this lion soft toy permanently outside. maybe it did something wrong =.='''.

wooden wind chimes.

shadows on a hot hot day.

people who know me should know where this comes from. lol.

and i bought a new watch! theorema, mechanical watch! pretty ain't it?

i've got another lust from theorema DAMN BLING. but no money to buy. haiii. fatbear, pretend you are interested and ask me for the link. i'll send you. then you can pretend to not care, and surprise me for my birthday HAHAHAHAH.

my ear studs. both bought from taiwan.

and long lost bbpp and shitangel!!! bbpp can be greygreypangpang already. turning a bit dirty. fatbear doesn't know how to care for them. hai. i think he doesnt love them lor. always chucking them in a corner of his desk. really sad. =(

even shit angel also wanna protest.

"TREAT US BETTER!!!" she says.

got so bored studying one day at fatbear's, so i drew on his leg which was facing me. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

can see his pig hand and pig leg. and my smiley face.

he was saying something when i snapped this. i forgot what he was saying. =X

bbpp trying to fly. via kiap-ing himself on fatbear's water bottle.


and a few random shots of myself.



hello i got neck cramps i don't know why i look so stupid here. HAHAHAH. fml totally. =(((

after finishing the last paper and homeeee! long day indeed.

decides to kiss xiaohuang for some celebration. hehe. he is damn kissable. love him to bits! (:

another random day LONG LONG AGO. went to catch shinjuku incident. somehow i don't think i posted these pictures up. don't know why. =X

nachos. kiss kiss. HAHA.

fatbear is stealing all man.

after the show. late. the shops in vivo were all closed.



back on the car. that's fatbear's jacket i'm wearing. one of the few lah. lol. i like this one a lot!!! (: think i just recovered from my mild case of stomach flu, hence explaining the collarbones' visibility. -.- i don't think it's there NOW.





bought 2 fans for his place from the harvey norman warehouse sale wayyyy back. i don't know why our activities are like that. HAHAHAHA. be with fatbear means you better be willing to do everything! it was DAMN HOT at the warehouse sale. and super lot of people. crazy mans. there is no recession. HAHA.

one chui night. using his lousy pokpok computer. he was studying and somehow he got hold of my phone (spotcheck!) and took this ugly picture. -slaps-

morning rays shine upon the loves. (:

kudos bar. 100 calories each. interesting concept. but not very yums. cheap though. had some promotion.

this is the m&ms flavor.

this was taken on the day of the commemorative speech. can you see that freaking crazy mozzie bit on my cheek!!!??? i swear mozzies love to bite me even though i'm around other people who bare more skin knn. best thing is i don't know how come it can bite me and i totally didn't know until it started to itch.

huangy accompanies me to study.

damn sian lor.

supper one night with fatbear. he had returned home late from OT =(.

that's his legs, not mine hor!

rojak. HAHAHA don't worry, we didn't get food poisoning after this. =D



porridge for me. macaroni for him. i made him help me eat mine. i told him to SHARE the porridge, but he had to go buy the disgusting macaroni. tsk! damn full ok!

HOME FROM MY INTERVIEW. damn tired. my legs in those heels were aching like shit. dressed so formal, i looked odd in the CBD area =X. it's blazer, pants and top with my dressier bag. rolled up my sleeves after i was done with my interview because the weather was sweltering outside.

visitor tag when i went for the interview.

to update about my interview, i think on the day itself, i really lost all sense of nervousness. just wanted to hurry and get done with it. anyhow did finish my 30mins essay test. then flipped the tabletop booklets at the waiting area for my turn, watching other interviewees looking nervous and jumpy. lol.

finally was my turn. just behaved normally. be myself. incited some laughter and many smiles from them. but...i think it's a poor job fit. i think they realized that. not that i'm not good enough, but i don't think i am what they are looking for. =X but they were very nice all the same--engrossed with the conversation, interested to know more about me, asked countless questions, gave me encouraging smiles, and laughed at certain parts of my comments.

it was a board of 4 by the way. 1 director, 1 assist director, 2 head managers from 2 depts. and i didn't feel a single bit of stress. i think my brain is not functioning zzzz.

aiya, if i don't get a phonecall from them this coming week, it means that all is lost there. shall try for another lower paying job lor. open to options man!!! lol. passion is important!

popped by the west coast plaza's popular bookstore to get my ink refill for exams. walking to and fro made me perspire like mad. hates.

inside my condo, clouds white and fluffy, sky incredibly blue. sorry for the poor quality though, using my lousy phone.

and i swear my phone (viewty) is dying. SIGH. but i have no money to change to a better one, so i'll let it be, and hope it'll be nice to me.

oh wait! my collarbones are still there! HAHA. taken on the day of my interview. after i got home and changed lah.





OMG LOOK AT THIS OK!!! EVIDENCE!!! mozzie bite!!! i had 5 of these around my body in ONE DAY. i think this is really unfair. i hate mozzies. and ants. =(((((

i even downloaded the itouch application that is supposed to emit this frequency to ward of mozzies. i turned this on the moment i got 2 bites. and i got 3 more after that. AND i placed it near my legs BUT i saw this freaking mozzie LAND on my leg still. smacked it DEAD. it's/my blood on my palms. gross.

ok, conclusion, this thing doesn't work. =( stupid lying application. i deleted it straight after. cheat my feelings. kns.

see!!! it's larger than my fingernail ok!!! damn gross.

the stagnant bikes.



saw this clothes rack collapsed in my corridor. must be a neighbour's.

ok, i need to wake up in 4 hours time to go bai bai my wai gong.

if you read through all these crap, congrats. i've not updated on ALOT of stuff, but i think it's good for now. i'll try to post more pictures and update more often now that school is over. stay tuned, my loves!

you know, i think my blog is the kind of blog whereby people read, but never leave comments. it gives me the feeling that i'm being watched and although my life is boring, people want to know how loser-ish my life is. sad, really.

in any case, thanks for reading though. byebye, goodnight! (: