my 1000th entry before 2009.

as you can see, my packing has progressed. as i am sitting her typing now at this ungodly hour (when i should be sleeping before waking up in 3 hours time to prepare to depart for the airport), i've finished my packing mostly. left with the little stuff here and there to put in.

the blue starry thingy you saw up there is the greatest thing ever. perfect for travelling. can put super random stuff inside and it's like a cute version of a shoe bag wtf HAHA.

and i bought this damn nice cosmetic bag. for toiletries.


i've gotten my clothes ready. complete head to toe. i just wish i don't end up mixing and matching the outfits until i look retarded wtf. zzz. but yes, i brought long socks along and YES i'm going to wear them because i only have 3 pairs of leggings and re-wearing them will STINK. wtf.



i hope i won't freeze my ass off. because i really want to bring my boots along, but i'm hoping i can score some really nice converses over there. so i need all the space i can get in my luggage. lol. so no booties for jielin in this trip =((((.



i had almost forgotten how pretty winter clothes are. how awesome layers and colors can wool and boots can be. somehow, as singapore got hotter and hotter, i abandoned my boots and thick clothings to prevent myself from becoming a bbq rabbit.

wearing winter clothes here is almost...insane.


i wish...i wishh....




i've been doing some thinking, which got me all emo. which is not good. i'm supposed to be hyped up about my trip! only a few hours away! =(


2008. so many things have happened. so much, i've changed. i think i've become a totally different person, attitudes, morals, values, perceptions, priorities, foresight.

i'm not sure if i like the new me, but it seems as though i don't have much of a choice. people have to grow up, and i have to face this cruel world out there first. things will get sweeter, i believe, but first, hard work and tons of good luck.



even relationships aren't so simple and sweet anymore. because there is so much more than what i know. i cannot stay the little girl forever. i have to keep learning. the new rules of this game.



i lose, and i gain. often i wished i could gain both, getting the best of both worlds. but somehow, this never happens. i've "lost" a couple of friends. not necessarily because of fights or arguments or cold wars. but just. because.

like how hot coffee becomes cold over time if left alone on the table. the friendship was piping hot, became lukewarm, then eventually cold. my heart is cold too. it saddens me to see how close we used to be, and now...barely speaking to each other.



effort? i don't know. i don't know if both parties tried hard enough. or simply because we move on no matter what. and we have readjusted our priorities, with new entrees into our life, some must exit. one cannot have time for everything, everyone, everytime, it seems.



some things have remained the same. and i'm thankful for that. ((: let's hope 2009 will continue seeing these constants.



some new entrees into my life includes fatbear. definitely unexpected. but welcomed. he taught me many things unknowingly, and showed me the meaning of love. sometimes unconditional. he may think i take things he do for granted, but i never once did. such love is rare for me...how could i underestimate it's importance?


things aren't ideal. but, ideals are meant for fantasies. ideals can push you to grow, but they could ruin you in extremities.



it'll be impossible to list what i'm feeling now. it's crazy. i feel...so jumbled.



i'll be going off soon. take care you all. the short getaway and salvation for teo jielin is about to begin. it won't be too long, only too short.



we'll try to countdown at taipei 101 if the crowd doesn't kill us first. psyched. (((: i made a wish months ago before i met fatbear. and the wish has finally came true.




i hope i'll enjoy myself. it'll be a blast! i'll try to get things back for everyone. but as you know, i'm pretty strapped for cash. and anyway, i didn't change much money this time.

and i'm a changed girl you know. AHHAHA i don't spend rashly anymore. =D
earn money not easy ok!!! hmpff.



happy 2009 to you all people when you guys finally guy this entry! ((:
i'm gonna be making my resolutions on the plane.


ok till, then, i don't feel like blogging. tataaa!


before i end off, a VERY sweet poem from monky wtf. =.= i feel so loved.

nunny is flying off to taiwan.
i hope she will go there and have lotsa fun.
she promise me she will get me a 'i love taimei' shirt
she better get it for me or i'll throw dirt!
gone will she be for 1 week plus.
safe will i be for as long as that last.
she ask me to miss her while she is gone.
i simply tell her to wait long long.

fatbear gives me the love i lack.

sunday nua-ing at his place, babysitting, watching random tv, talking to his family, fanning myself because of the stupid hot weather in singapore, talking to him about stuff, going out to buy things for my touchy...and so on.

fatbear act shy. zzz. HAHA.

sighhh. i realized we seldom get the chance to talk. because when he gets home from work, he's tired as hell and wants to just sleep. and being nice and understanding, i can't force him to talk to me, even though i wish to talk to him about my day.

and sometimes i'm the one who is too tired to talk.

it's tough being a good girlfriend.

but i bet it's tougher being my boyfriend.

that's why i'm glad i have fatbear. he gives me the love i lack. (:

fatbear holding my touchy's travel adapter we got for only $8! HAHAH. third party stuff what, cheap lah. no point getting original one which is like 3 times more expensive! 0.0

with the travel adapter, i won't have to plug my touchy to computer to charge it anymore! i can plug into any 3-pin socket to charge anywhere convenient! (((:

he really doesn't want me to take pictures of him.

so i shift my focus to touchy!

i got screen protector for it. $5! it's got all the functions as stated on the applemac website. but like...4 times cheaper HAHA.

whattt. now must save money ok! economy not good hor! plus money not easy to earn can! =(

and i got the back casing protector for $10! it's damn chio, good fit and looks sturdy. (((: although i cannot see fatbear's sweet message engravings at the back, but still, it's well protected so i can take off the casing and look at the perfect-condition backing anytime HAHAHA.

my touchy's wallpaper. (((:

we spent quite some time playing games on my touchy versus each other HAHAHA so funny. hit the mole, tap tap revenge and drunkard walking!

errmmm, i have a lot of applications already. =X

even got game for fatbear!! specially!! HAHAHA. RHINO IN A BALL OK!!!! so funnyyy. =D

this picture is scary. because the power of my t77 baby managed to capture my blackheads and all wtf. SO SAD. over-powerful. =.=

today tuition lasted 3 hours because i wanted to teach Ptutee all the needed stuff for the chapter so that she can practise exercises for the week i'm gone.

after tuition, i dropped by VE where Hboss was working. he said some ambiguous stuff yet again which i smoothly ignored. chatted a bit. chillaxed in the aircon before heading out to perspire again wtf.

bought plain waffles to munch on. popped into watsons to get some travel toiletries stuff. my 2nd visit already HAHA. because i hate carrying so many things in one buy, so i split up the buys lor.

guess what i got??? HAHA.

cooling gel eye pads HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. star shape one ok. i was debating between this design or the 2 strawberries eye patch ones HAHAHAHAH.

ok i look like shit cos' i just took them. but those gel things are powerful. i thought for a moment my eyeballs got frozen. =.=

so cold.

aiya, the string is supposed to put around your head to secure the mask one. lazy.

supposed to be packing my luggage but it's still empty after 4 hours. i've got too many things strewn about. the packing is super troublesome. i tend to throw things together and call them packed. =(

the coming-back from vacation is worse. because there would be shopping buys, dirty clothes, etc. gahhhh. i hate packing.

touchy and evaaaa. bonding session. to know that i don't practice favoritism ok!! i love both equally! evaaa brings me good luck! (((: plus got fatbear love also. hee.

my passport. ((:

i like looking at the stamps on my passport. symbols of my travelling.

pity my USA and Europe ones are all in my mum's passport because i was still not legit to hold a passport then. i had to share with my parents.

nevermind. i have a plan in mind. and it will come true. (: everything does. i have faith.

blog again soon. more pictures from packing before i depart for airport tomorrow.
no entries for a week. but stay posted should i get connection in hotels or something! =DDD
and i'll definitely post pictures from vacation.....

had a mini tiff with The Dad. sigh.
i hate it when this happens.
it makes me want to move out soon.
which is not good.

i really should start packing. or maybe i could pack when i wake up later....

HAHAHAHA. aye lazy.

certain reflections on a monday.

zzz OMFG!!

it's already 29th december. and i'm leaving for taiwan on 31st december..around 6am for the airport!

-stunned-


time flies. and i'm suddenly excited and slightly nervous. pre-vacation jitters as usual HAHAHA.

oh god, the thought of travelling once more since a long time ago...makes me...happy. (:
the thought of my dream finally being fulfilled.
the thought that my hard earned cash has finally enabled me to live this dream.


ya lah, i know it's just a vacation..but..it's not JUST a vacation to me.
it means so so so much more. (((:
my second earn-it-yourself-go-overseas-tour-without-parents-and-without-any-objections-vacation.

LOL.
my first tour-with-a-special-someone-also-viewed-as-first-honeymoon-holiday-vacation (minus the trip with monica to genting and KL =.=)



i've come a long way for this.
i've..worked hard for this.
i need a well-deserved break.
there are more obstacles ahead, i'm sure. but...i'm sure if i continue to work hard, plus LL's help, i'll do fine. (((:


the new year's appproaching. 2009 is approaching.
brings...so much; unknown.
joys, heartbreaks, toil, tears, smiles, breathroughs, unfamiliar grounds, new records...the vast outcomes.


are you geared for them? have you started making any resolutions?
i never remember any of my resolutions by the end of the year. HAHA.
but i know i would have fulfilled a couple. =D
somehow, the new year wouldn't be complete without resolutions...right?



i've yet to start packing.
i've not even taken out my luggage.


i spent sunday at fatbear's, and although i'm tired, i enjoyed myself...surprisingly.


i got home so tired on sunday night, i forgot to put on my retainers before bed.
and i fell asleep with my mouth wide open.
because when i woke up in the middle of the night, my throat was so dry it hurt. wtf.



i shall continue my musings soon. i doubt i'll sleep on 31st before i leave for the airport anyway. =D
i hope a few good friends will be online to accompany me chat.
before 5am ok!!! be online till 5am to chat with me pleaseeee.



i feel so...reflective.



ok, time for tuition. till then. this would be my last form of "work" until i return from vacation.

oh god, does anyone know how this feels?
-beams-

Greetings from touchy!

Lalalaaa!!
Blogging from my touchy. Yes it's named so. Chinese name can be called dong dong as in dong4 for touch. Hahah.
Work was ok. Better than flu day definitely.

I realized that the battery lifespan of touchy us not very long. Kinda depends in what kind of appliacation you use.

I need some apple mac pro to tell me more about itouch. I don't seem to know enough yet. :x


Anyway, today some Indian guy customer came into ve and asked if we sell or rent porn movies.


Yes, porn.


I was so shocked that u had to repeat his request. Zzzzz.
Ultimate man.
Of course u told him no la!


First time man.



Oh, I eased my worries for a bit but... I still want my wish to come true now!!!! ):


Ok goodnight.

the wish must come true now.

the wish must come true now. i'm going crazy.
i must ease this...discomfort.


anyway, pictures from xmas day. had gathering at fatbear's place. decided that a noisy gathering with friends would be much better than alone time with fatbear. festive season is meant for catching up, laughter and more interaction! and food food food! =D

went to collect the turkey.

early morning! fresh-faced albeit a little sore nose. today my nose's skin is peeling already. arghh gross. stupid flu.

fatbear and the basket of turkey. DAMN HEAVY OK.

and i received my present!!! as mentioned in previous post. =D ultimate surprise.



went out for some groccery shopping. finally reached home and the food preparation plus laying out the stuff etc. watched some tv. talked a bit. and more people started arriving finally. HUNGRYYYY.

stupid flash zzzz. and monz with her zzz face HAHAHA. i pulled on some random tee in fatbear's place because i didn't want to dirty my cardigan throughout the day. =p

little princess!!!

her lips is so pretty!!! -envy- LOL.



the mahjong table. zzz. i still don't know how to play mahjong. the rest intend to give me education and training lessons HAHAHAHAH.

we have se gui, ed, gamble king and ke lun. from left to right, clockwise.

nothing to do, so fatbear got out some liquor and monz, him and i played some retarded up-down game. kns. game of odds and luck? i no brain to go count the cards that came out already lah!!! zzz AHHAHA. kns. lost like siao. and johnny walker black label tastes a tad bit too bitter that night. weird.

on the rocks.

monz and her toothpick. very happy.

aye. what more can i say? i look horrid. but heck lahhh. at home, no one see also.

cold soba noodles. homemade!!! i know how to cook this!! can ask me!! HAHAHA.

the spread. taken towards the end of the dinner already. forgot all about taking pictures for most of the day.

the very devoured turkey. thanks to yours truly for being the reliable turkey slicer HAHAHA.



salad and ham.



monz went a bit crazy. as usual. and she insisted on being handphone models. ed had to follow HAHAH.





no, monz wasn't holding onto anything. =D

fatbear laughing.



wah lau lame HAHAHA. ok enough.

the sleek black beauty. (((: i spent hours fooling around with it, downloading applications and stuff.

sweet engravings at the back of my itouch. LOL. =D

ok, plan on to ease my troubles. =(((( dammit.

hurry let wish come true. so i won't be so pekcek. haiz.