bigyellowshiningstar.: i hate school.

sometimes i lose focus so badly i forget why i'm in school. or why i'm taking these modules with lousy lecturer(s).

it gets so fucking distracting, frustrating and tormenting.

i really want to rant on and on about how i hate slowmo and her style of teaching, and feeling as though i'm throwing 1000+ bucks on that bitch learning NOTHING but how to talk slowly and bore the shit out of students.

i'm so fucking pissed i cannot even verbalize the hate.
doesn't help that i really like PR and she just made it so tormenting to listen and learn.
if i ever learn anything other than her reading off the slides in a speed of 10 words per minute.

DIE BITCH DIE.

becoming part of my staple. sigh.

see! drink strawberry milk and you'll look like me!!! erms, no milk doesn't give you boobs HAHAHA. hello my hair looks damn weird got one part sticking up HAHAHAHHA. wtf. i'm not rosemary or slowmo ok. today in class before presentation early in the morning. i can be a morning birdie too.wtf. almost died lah. plus the weather was so good for sleeping SIGH.

speaking of which, the presentation was fucked up. so bad i felt like we were standing out there on the range getting shot at by machine guns. zzzz. i hardly ever feel that. but...he does have relevant points here and there.

butttt, he did also misunderstand our presentation. and he had no prior in-depth knowledge of the product lor. he merely assumed that the product never changed since he was 8 years old till now. zzzz. fucking unfair.

sigh. great. i cannot wait to see the grade we get for this. fucking bloody awesome.

i hate school.

my oxford pumps. cheapcheapppp. bought like eons ago. but starting to wear recently mostly for presentation because my black kitten heels are so dead. HAHA. it's still relatively stable. but walking long distance? mai laiii. i don't wanna die yet.

besides, i tower over most guys at this mere height already. SIGH. i don't wanna look intimidating.

it was smart casual today because bob says we were noted for wearing formal when we didn't get to present. but he did comment that we still looked good as a group today. (:

sigh. but what we're lacking is structuring and filtering and synthesizing our information better. looks wise, we have it already. now it's down to the core. quote unquote bob.

i look like crap here. but it's because my eyes are closing. zzzz. and i miss my black nail polish. =(((((

trying to relief stress by taking pictures. =( weisi says i like to take so many pictures i should go be model for mags covers. HAHAHAH pls lor WHO WANNA HIRE ME. i mean, excluding those "before plastic surgery/slimming" magazines HAHAHAHAHA.

i forgot to bring my hairclips and i looked like a mad woman today. kept doing a middle-parting hair. damn ugly. zzz. and i need a haircuttttt. booooo. fringe too long.

ok this pic really sucks. HAHAH but it's the only full body shot. taken by weisi.

after talking with bob after class. then getting a better idea of what he wants. then discussing with group a little. minus a certain S who went missing after class GRRR. walked around the baazar with weisi while talking. sighhhh. i want to shoppp. but erm, no moolahs.

headed off home. emo on the bus. bad mood.

got my comfort food at clementi. chocolate waffles. bought some stuff from watsons. complained to fatbear. he called and chatted for a bit. felt better.

home finally.