brainstorming and thinking. brain dead day on thursaday. megabites for hours.
deep in thought.
BK with nehneh after school for dinner. shits. devoured an entire mushroom swiss meal. zzz. fat liao.
random pics of group on friday. shall post the rest only next week. hmmmm.
hair is getting messy. oh god, i'm so sleepy. finally..the only day of the week whereby i can grab a few more hours of sleep. sunday. roarrr.
my jaw is so angular i might as well become a guy. zzwtfhates. =((((
hi groupie! =D
lifeline ws. HAHA. she rocks socks lah.
leg pain sioooo HAHAHAH. so unglam. ya lah, i don't have the poise of some people. zzz no upbringing.
hopped home to change outta my clothes into fresh ones before meeting monz etc. because the weather was so hot and i was perspiring. grabbed mini dinner from cup maggi. whee.
sorry lah. damn zi lian lor. AHHAHA.
again again. wahhh my legs damn smooth now. jergens age-defying moisturizing really zai mans. must continue!!! HAHAHAH.
hello maggi. come sponsor me. i will help you advertise. provided i don't go bald first. HAHAHA.
ohhh sexy mama. but got ironing board and fan and my ugly socks in the way hahahAHAHAHAH.
ok last pic. tired.
back form tuition and VE finally. uber tired to the max. tuition sucked my brain cells dry. i swear giving tuition to them makes me feel as though i were the one studying instead of them. zzzz.
VE was alright. many many new procedures for membership and stuff. wah lau eh. can die. but today was damn quiet at night. no customers. so sad. sold two packages towards end of shift only. that's extra $2 of commission. better than none.
chatted randomly with Mr. H but this time wasn't as good as the last. he seemed depressed and unhappy and distracted throughout the shift. although he was nice periodically and sparsely funny. LOL.
i think mr H is attached since he quoted "relationship problems" amongst one of his woes. hmmm.
i still remember the P.S. I Love You episode HAHAHAHA. retarded to the max ok!!! i cannot believe it totally. he actually thought i was saying that to himHAHAHAHA.
ok i just dozed off typing till here. kaoz.
sigh. still, i feel guilty for slightly blowing my top just now. let's hope everything will be alright next saturday. ididn'tmeanit. i was just worried. =x
Pboss clocked me 2 out of 3 days of hari raya hols in October. wednesday (1st) and saturday (3rd). because it's a public holiday, i'll be having double payyyy!!! but this also means lesser time for projects and school work possibly. but hell, it's moolahs man. who can say no?? sheesh. i need that desperately for taiwan lor. hmpff.
ok no more going out for hari raya, peeps. wheee. i got no life, sorry man.
nehneh did mention that perhaps i'll be happier without my tw trip because most of my agony comes from it anyway. like how i save like fuck to get that meagre sum of money to go on the trip..whereby i can actually afford more things if i don't go. makes sense. but i'm still gonna go. this is once in a lifetime thing. i'm gonna be only young this once.
i guess, all sunlight will turn to moonlight. all so predictable.
i'm just that tad bit closer to giving up totally. yay my life rocks. zzzz. i swear my accumulated good karma probably has been contained in a leaky container.
i don't want anymore moonlight or sunlight or foggy days lah. sibei dulan and pekcek. i just want my starry nights. i'm not asking for much.
everything is going to have the same ending. i'll rather protect myself while i can. i don't think i can afford another.
ok. i'm gonna heed monky's advice. it makes the most sense so far.
but easier said than done. im gonna see how sunday goes. dosomework and prolly goforjog if i can get motivated. haven't been jogging this week. rainy rainy.
if you don't mean it, don't be so nice.
two can play the game,
but i'm quitting-
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