*frowns*
it's damn bad. studying CSE really conked me out. slept at freaking 4am cos' i couldn't finish studying, and i still didn't finish studying, and i think i'm going to do badly. SIGH. good lucks to me. FUCKKKKKK.
common expression recently. =(
then i couldn't process thoughts on my mind. reacted damn slowly. made quite a few mistakes. even ab says "cannot follow jielin today" liao. hahahah.
i'm going for a jog laters. long lost exercise. i'm a fat pig, officially.
flattered by certain remarks about me today, but still in self-doubt.
touched by encouragements from people.
happy from jokes by people.
(random)
so what am i to you?
what you are to someone may not be what you are to others.
it's so hard to understand.
the level of self-disclosure you should offer, and be assured that it'll be reciprocated. or be just left feeling like a fool, standing alone.
how can you possibly feel so lonely, even when you're surrounded by people?
shoulder to shoulder, yet strangers.
two words exchanged, so does that make us friends?
i gave up coffee and cigarettes,
i hate to say, it hasn't helped me yet.
i thought my problems would just disappear,
and all my pain would be in yesterday.
i poured by booze all down the kitchen drain,
and watched my bad habits get flushed away.
i thought that would keep my head on straight.
and all my pain would be in yesterday.
but it's true,
i'm still blue.
but i finally know what to do.
i must quit,
i must quit...you.
i thought that if i didn't go and play,
this sadness would get bored and go away,
i thought that if i didn't go astray,
then all my pain would be in yesterday.
i sold my guitar and my piano,
i thought that it was these that kept me low.
i thought if only i could try and change,
then all my pain would be in yesterday.
i must quit,
i must quit...you.
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