guilty pleasures.

/EDIT.

my mind is much clearer now.
again, i am aware of my stupidity.
when will i wake up??? now. stop it.
stop everything.

on a side note. not much time to study. finally can start today. no more proj or papers to hand in. roarrr.

no time. even if i don't sleep. work work work. =((((
so tired and pimples on my face are terrible wtf. hates. i need that one week desperately.

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have you ever felt happy for a wrong reason?


like...knowing that you shouldn't feel happy because of something?
because it's the wrong person to feel happy about.
because it's just wrong to feel happy because of that person.
and because you know karma is out to get you if you feel happy.
and you know you're not getting anything out of the happiness.
because what just happened was nothing to be happy about.
and that thumping heart, blushing face is just wrong.


i'm glad it's non-detectable till now.


what would you do?

continue being happy?
or make yourself not feel happy?



sometimes i wish i could allow myself to be more irrational.
but we are all bounded by rationality.



i'm gonna jog away this happiness.
say bye bye stupid fats.