sleeping should be made illegal.

sleeping should god damn be made illegal. i can't believe i died on my bed last night straight after getting back from outside.

i had wanted to stay up a while to get some stuff done but apparently i failed terribly. i was so exhausted from the day's events that i collapsed on my bed. my initial plan was to get up at 1230 to get some work done. BUT i slept my way to 11am the NEXT MORNING. dammit.

i had initially planned to skip school, so it wasnt that bad.

BUT SLEEPING HALF MY LIFE AWAY IS FREAKING BAD CAN???!!!

very very upset.







anyway, since i woke up, i decided to go swimming. hahahah. lazed around the pool attempting to get a decent tan. turned out that it failed terribly too. i can't even see any difference in skin colour. =(


there is like a huge pimple IN THE CENTRE OF MY NOSE. that's depressing. of all places...bulls eye in the middle!! *sigh* nevermind. shall stop whining.

turn out for yesterday was so bad it hit a second record bottom of 6 people. (plus that half-the-time-missing best friend, can consider 8 la) the RECORD bottom was 4. it was so bad i decided to give school a miss today. tadaaa! here i am.

anyway best friend really amazed and stunned me with his agility. HAHAHAHAHA. you know while we were lazing around to decide where to go after school with the ocip people. i saw best friend. and i chatted with him for a while. he did not turn up for attendance taking so i figured miss tan doesn't know about his presence. but it was so freaking funny. cos' miss tan came up to OUR table and started talking to ziwan. i was furthest away from her and nearest to best friend. so i look at ziwan's direction, then turned back to tell deepan something i thought he ought to know because he was STILL sitting beside me.

i nudged him.

"oei, miss tan leh."

that's it man. i NEVER saw anyone so kan chiong before. he practically jumped up from his seat and LURCHED TOWARDS the lower cafe, attempting to leap off the ledge(since we were in the upper cafe). i was shocked i tell you. cos' he was so near miss tan and within visibility somemore, but yet he thought miss tan wouldn't see him after he sitting there so long and oblivious to her presence. then jumping off the ledge and running away got use meh???!

hahahahaha. wierd him. but anyway. miss tan went away and he came back. HAHAHAHA. wah best friend really kills me with his antics sometimes.

then again, dunno he come school for wad :D

speaking of yesterday's events. it was really quite fun. the ocip outing. the usual of us turned up. hahaha, laughed alot. but wasn't as enjoyable as i hoped it would be. sigh. must be all that delay and discussions and stuff.

and they guys were yakking away about their prelims results 3/4 the time. leaving the 4 pathetic girls out in their conversation. super irritated. talking about results is ok, but EVERY SECOND is killer! what kind of outing is it when you simply focus on academaic stuff anyway.

did surprisingly well for gp. i mean the results well surpassed my expectations. sighh, meaning that next time(which is the As), i'll probably flunk gp. dammit. it's like econs you know..when you think your results are quite "good" already, then in the end it turns out that u barely just passed. now i can't even pass prelims' econs. god damn freaking screwed up.

and i'm losing my momentum to study at an exponential rate. SHIT.

really shit. i wonder when can i survey this screwed up mess i am in now and decide to pluck my ass back to the chair and seriously start studying before i regret for the rest of my life.

maybe i should take a trip down to the library and get spurred on by the sight of the studious and mugging NJ, RJ, HC students. definitely will stress me to study one lor. stupid.





see? i'm back here at the blog. really bad promises. but to hell with it. i'm fucking depressed.


i think i should cut my hair soon. it's terribly unkempt.

and my jian fei da ji hua screwed up so badly i probably have to change it's title to DA CHI DA JI HUA. heh.

jian fei jian fei. need to cut off those fats!!!




off i go. too lazy to blog appropriately anyway.