Monday, September 12, 2005

gone.

yup, i think i've been gone for quite some time.

eloped with mayday!!! hahahaha, in my dreams perhaps.

no la, computer crashed as usual then super sian to wait for it to restart for 10 mins or so, so decided not to waste my time to do so. sighhhh. and i don't have much to type anyway.

what's so interesting about studying alone at home? ahahaha.

sigh, ok maybe the highlight of the weekend was watching the nurse show!!! omg, i declare im absolutely(and ridiculously..wonder zihao know how to spell already not..) in love with that show. i AM pretty brainless, but i think it is a rather meaningful show..speaks alot about friendships and compassion amongst other things la..but anyway, the latest episode was that this girl(cailing) who likes her really close guy friend(deji)..hahahaha, speaking of which, i found the name RONGDEJI pretty hilarious.

hahahahah.

got chicken?



okok, i digressed as usual. anyway, i am simply dying to see how the plot unveils itself..don't know whether anything will come out of it or not..cos' i really don't believe in friends becoming something more..hahaha..maybe it's just me..doesn't really matter anyway, i have a bunch of really nice guy friends..hahahah..(:

cannot imagine..ok..i rather not..

=P




ARGH! this stupid advertisement about spyware keeps popping up every few seconds..im like racing against time to type this..stupid. REALLY REALLY stupid.

nvm. im here to charge my shuffle anyway. :)

song therapyyyyyyy!!

aiya, econs today was relatively survivable. though i doubt if i can get respectably good marks. heck la. over already. nothing much i can do. at least this time i never write wrong question number. HAHAHAHA. i checked 3 times ok! traumatising experience.

lost from the virtual world. sometimes i doubt if any noticed. hahaha. but then again, im probably thinking too highly of myself. :D who cares anyway.

lalaaaa. yesterday went harbour to study with ah gong wei qiang. wahhh, it ell you, i never had such a huge GENERATON GAP with anyone before. not even with my popo. this wei qiang, is the ultimate OLDEST MAN i ever know. his songs worse than yun ma ones..wahhhh, must go don't know what cash converters to hunt for it somemore..oh mans..

hahahaha, but nevermind la, he is quite funny to be with. let me laugh non-stop at his stupid antics. hahahahaha. the fall down in bathroom then get up like old man story. but quite poor thing la, laughing at him..hahahah. but it was really funny. cos he IS old. at least he behaves very eccentric-ally.

hahahaha. ok, enough of suan-ing. ahhhh, i miss everyone so much. yet i don't know how to put it down in words.

oh, i have geog exam tml. and surprisingly i did not even touch it. SHIT. really dead. i never never never touch geog before ok. really dead. hahahahah. sigh. thank god it's not As. counting my blessings! it's gonna be a hell of a rough ride..but gonna do it man!!! so many people owe me treats!!! erm..providing i do up to that expectations la. shit.

but its really touching that so many people supporting me. sighhh. really pressurised though. i think parents really give silent pressure. its freaking tiring to withstand all this shit. and my sister like holiday like that so relaxing. maybe she studied finished. or maybe he subjects combi easy. im half dead at the end of the day and she can appear relaxed and refreshed. dunno got study not.

think got la. she's smart. just lazy and preferential studying.

hahahahaha. damn, i pray both of us go to our dream uni-s or any institution la..wanna pursue our dreams!!! :D

very different dreams. but i still love her. sigh.

pressure. either it makes me or breaks me. i gonna forgo the latter!!!!

yayyys.

i feeling very mixed now. sigh. nevermind. i think i am someone hard to understand at times. pretty frustrating to people around me. really sorry..

but i guess my highs are too high, and lows too lows..

gonna start bingeing. im inflating again.













i miss you.

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