sleeping is best on my bed.

i have decided to make my entry titles as irrelevant as possible, unless the entry is really important or something. besides, i sidetrack so much i might as well not have a relevant title.

HAH.

anyway, i'm amazed that all my entries got posted, when i thought that all would have been rejcted. something wrong with my blog i think. i took like 15 minutes facing the page where it says "this may take a few minutes to load, especially if you have a large blog" and i got so pissed off i was whining to white ass on msn.

sigh. apparently, despite it being 0% for 15 freaking minutes before i got pissed off and closed to window, it managed to save! now now, i might just take white ass's advice to "give technology a chance".

hahahaha. better not disappoint me again.

so today was terrible. i went through the day feeling like a half dead human being just cos' i was so freaking tired. i had went to bed at 1am, planning to catch at least 4 hours of sleep before i woke up to go to school. in the end??? i spent one hour plus laying there WIDE AWAKE and staring at the mattress above me(since we sleep on a double decker and sis sleeps above me). i got so bored i attempted to play the handphone games which i have broken the stupid highscores for like 458987263 times. frustrating indeed.

dammit. i hate my body clock. too much late nights have ruined me.

got back physics paper 3. failed. WOO HOO! but hell, it's my best results so far this year and im proud of it. jst hope i can at least add a freaking 40 marks to my present score for my As. hahahahah. maybe in my dreams! :D NB, nothing much i can do la, only can TRY to work hard la. super slack now.

got home wanted to swim but there were some air-con servicing uncles around and i did not fancy the idea of changing while they were present. in the end, the sun was gone by the time they left. BAH. no tanning session.




there is ocip lunch outing tml!!! *grins* i'm excited!!! hahahaha. over what i have no idea, but heck, i'm excited la! so sue me.

ziwan pierced her eyes and got new shoes. and i embarrassingly reacted very dumb-ly in response to my realisation. sigh, what's new anyway. i'm the unglam queen.



berd and i took the same bus home. i was so freaking tired i fell asleep on the bus. i think that banana did too. so when i woke up and found berd's house whizzing by and saw him still sleeping i decided to be NICE and call him to wake up, so that he will not miss his stop by alot.

HE LAUGHED AT ME.

tmd. hahahahaha! people trying be nice leh.

like how i just GRINNED when i saw his new haircut and instead of a cheery "good morning", you know what he said? classic man. never heard this since i left jj and did not see mingchee. hahahah.

last time was:

"good morning!"
"KAO BEI AH!"

-_-'''


that berd incident went:

*GRINS* (<--grin only lor!)
"NABEH. LAUGH WHAT LAUGH!"

o_O#$%^#$#

hahahaha. luckily i was too stoned to bother anyway. mornings are terrible. i'm NOT a morning person for nuts.




gonna hate this week, and the next. the results are terrible. but i deserved them.



somehow, it does take alot effort to convince MYSELF i am actually NOT dumb.


i just ate chocolate icecream. they say chocolate is supposed to make you feel happy. (some people say it's even better than sex...tsk tsk) but i don't feel particularly happy now. i feel very sleepy.

wanna sleep.

so i didn't starve myself afterall. MISSION FAILED.

but i AM working on it ok! hahahaha. JIAN FEI DA JI HUA!!!




have you seen the new ipod NANO? it's freaking orgasmic just to see. sleek, slim, light, classic and yet simple. you know it's terrible cos' i feel like i'm having an affair with it while attached to my shuffle. :( but it's relatively afforadable too! i mean, it's cheaper than i thought it would be, and a new product somemore! :D

ok la, i shall be faithful.

no more sinful indulgence.

i need to revamp this place. the layout and design is pathetic! i started this blog because i didn't think i'll bother to keep it updated, so i pretty much did not care how it looked. but look at me now! (no, not those fats!) i'm practically updating everyday, despite the lack lustre content.

oh look! i did not use a single vularity at all! i'm so proud of myself! :)






yun ma wants to be a pilot. -_-'''
i hope it's some temperamental thing that she has gained interest in, cos' i simply cannot imagine the horror and trauma passengers would go through sitting on her *vroom vroom* plane. can turn 360 degrees in the air somemore. COMMERCIAL PLANE LEH, MISS! tsk tsk.





ahhhh, realised more and more people having blogs. the controversy man.

might be gone from the blogo-sphere for some time. depends. just think i need some time to reconsolidate my thoughts. it hurts so much to read through my entries and realise how mch hidden sorrow there is. perhaps all i'm looking for is somewhere i can NOT hide what i'm feeling.

but then again, known for my fickle mind and short interests in EVERYTHING, i might not even hold up to m words.

we'll see then.