Saturday, September 24, 2005

be with me, my beloved love.

firstly, before people say i'm a spoiler, DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THE MOVIE BE WITH ME. because i'm going to be selfish and starting commenting on my after thoughts of the movie...



i must declare that it is a DAMN GOOD MOVIE. despite it having not much sentences in the movie, (i think less than 20 sentences in all) the actions spoke alot. plus there were subtitles to aid those who did not understand to better comprehend certain parts. the directing was superb. many shots captured my heart. there was a simple shot of a profilic view of a old man, the shot was good because it really captured the contours of that wrinkled face..really got me for a moment. heh. ok, quite irrelevant, but i'm impressed by people who can direct well. :)

anyway, i teared at certain parts of the movie..and i must admit that being a little slow, i did have trouble catching the starting f the movie. there were a few stories in that movie, talking about different themes on the search of different kinds of love(that's what i think la). i was having difficulties understanding the old man story.

BUT i finally understood at the last part in the shop house whereby the wife finally left him. the old man is finally able to put behind the death of his wife...it was really a very sad scene. so i finally understood that that old woman always silently by his side was actually his wife who had passed away. and i was still puzzled why he give her food she don't want eat. BLEH. ok la, i'm a slow, i admit what!!

the worst part was at the ending which really got me ALMOST weeping. dammit. so sad can???! who can stand an old man weeping his heart out. who can tolerate the sight of a old man with tears rolling down his eyes at the death of his wife..who can just watch and feeling NOTHING??? men don't tear everyday, and when they do, it's for things they really care about. i was touched beyond words. (abbas was laughing at me for weeping. BAH!! but he also teared la, think he got some heart :D) sigh, i think im complementary entry about this movie will never be good enough to meet that of the movie itself. GO WATCH IT!!!

now, about the controversy over the LIS-BIAN part of the movie. i was drooling half the time at the two girls can??! ok, i was trying VERY HARD to concentrate on the movie too, but really, put two eye candies together and i bet most people(especially guys) cannot keep their eyes off them. but that story was rather upsetting, considering the fact that it was about two girls on the self-discovery jounrey of what love is about. and more importantly, perhaps the sexuality they are attracted to. one girl apparently drifted away, discovering more wonders with the males, while the other girl(ezanne lee) was still very attached to the girl who had left her. in fact, she was so depressed she decided to tiao lou. tsk tsk.

and what happened after that really got me so "WTH???!" until i got nothing to say.

first, let me talk about this security guard who was featuring in another story. he seems rather timid, and some might even call him "useless". but i totally disagree. cos' you see, i believe everyone has their own inhibitions. there is a certain part of us, that is often unleashed until we overcome ourselves. and this guard, happens to be a take-everything-quietly-and-leave-it-as-it-is kind of guy. he doesn't dare to do much. but he fell in love with a woman. and he mustered alot of courage before he managed to write a letter to her, confesing about his love. it was a huge step to me, for him to be able to take this action.

there was even a scene whereby he was taking the lift to downstairs. and he saw this stupid father who kept hitting his son on the head. i think he was infuriated inside, and he imagined himself beating up that man for abusing the son. but he didn't la. but i think that scene showed that everyone actually has a side of themselves that they don't now about, a side that will do things they never expect themselves to do.

so anyway, GUESS WHAT? he was on his way, brandishing his letter like proud little kid, when ezanne who was deciding to fall down threw her handphone down from the top of the building. it fell infront of the guard. so he bent down to pick it up. AND GUESS WHAT?? THAT GIRL FELL ON HIM. SHE DID NOT DIE, HE DIED!!!!

tell me, how absurd is that? what are the chances of that happening??! i'm speechless man. SIGH. but forget it la, cos' i don't know what will be the ending even if he does get the letter to the woman he loves. will he be rejected? will the woman accept him?

sighhh. he really very poor thing lor..with such idiotic brother and father. GRRRR! when the father threw the beer can at him, i wanted to slam a cuttung board on his head. WHERE GOT FATHER LIKE THAT ONE!!!

wah, make me very angry. ok nevermind.

of cos', there was the true life story of a lady who was blind and deaf since a tender young age. her courage and bravery in facing the difficult road in front of her amazed me. it inspired me indeed.

anyway, the movie was good. trust me. it made me think alot. not everything i've typed in here la. too lazy. and too long anyway. *shrugs*














ok, here can read liao. today was the final episode of the nurse show. WAH HAPPY ENDING I VERY HAPPY!! :D
i love rong deji's eyes!!! so nice man. like puppy like that. hahahaha. *grins* i like boys with nice eyes! :DDDD







today's meeting with abbas was a pleasant one. :) enjoyed myself. hahaha, though i was s late we just got into the cinema in time. missed a few minutes of the movie. really sorry! =X

but they didn't even bother checking my ID. hahahaha. think is too rush already. hahaha, practically brisked-walk all the way man. ok, i even ran. super guilty. =(







ok, i think that's the end of my entry. wasted too much time producing an entry which is rather meaningless. hahaha. but i really feel like watching the movie again! arghhhs.







be with me, my beloved love.

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