rest in peace where ever you are.

i wanted to believe that it wasn't you.
the same name, the same age, the same activity.
i wanted to deny. and i told myself: the picture wasn't you, so it couldn't be you.

i was afraid to find out.
but i had to today.

rest in peace where ever you are. i hope you'll be happy there.
know that we all miss you, and we love you.

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who decides who lives and who goes?
who decides who is worthy?
why do things happen this way?
why do we often regret too late?

as much as i want to fight the unfairness, i am but another normal girl.
helpless, and with a heavy heart.

goodbye brother.