damn no link.

yesterday since like ages ago, i finally did crunches before falling asleep.

then very no link, i got awoken up(writhing in pain) due to a leg cramp. WTF!

cramp also should be in my abdominal area right????



wah biang. hahahah. nevermind.
healing is taking it's own sweet time.
but patience is the key, right?

i tried to ignore the familiarity.
the pain. i tried to ignore the nagging feeling.
breaking the habit is difficult.

but i must. because...you no longer love me.

it hurts. it really does. it's so much easier to pretend that nothing has happened. to always compromise. but are things supposed to be this way?

all good songs come to an end. maybe i'll just have to wait for another song to start playing..whereever it is.


type.
which?


i know how you cannot just stop pain from existing. similarly, you cannot just stop missing someone, or even thinking the teeniest wee bit about that someone. especially if that certain person means alot to you. sigh.

but it's life.
they all say time heals wounds.
i just gotta be strong, with support from friends too.

time better fucking heal mine.

or not give me better luck in such things.
HA.


i'm tweet.
-flaps wings-


somehow, everything felt good. felt right.
if only things could remain this way, or better yet, progress forward smoothly.

cse is so fucking tiring. kills me everytime to check javascript for mistakes. my eyes can reallyyyy pop out. tmd.

but at least i understand a wee bit. thankful actually. =)

now it's ugc test on friday along with reading quiz(WTF IS CAUSE AND EFFECT? GOT WAD KINDS? DIE LIAO.) and then my essay outline due on friday too. i hate thursdays and fridays. always no sleep one. sian.

go off liao.
music is my remedy.

i need you.
but maybe i don't.
just have to start being independent again.

when the sight of something that originally brings you happiness, actually gives rise to sadness, you know it's...gone.