Wednesday, November 29, 2006

loss=blessing.

it's because of people like you that make me lose my footing in life.
in myself.
you make me self-doubt.
whether i have again, misplaced this trust.
this time, i have, yet again.
i trusted, and i faced the consequences.

maybe i just cannot trust anyone anymore.
to know that you even THINK like that, disappoints me.
the fact that you SAY it out, breaks everything we had--trust, friendship.

it's over.
i tell lies because of my pride.
and keep my mouth close because i know things that can hurt people.
i tell lies to people.


maybe that's karma for it.

the biggest lie ever:

"are you ok?"
"i'm fine."


it's over.
buddies no more.

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