woots!

you know you're halfway gone when you assimilate your conversations with things you have learnt in school.

i thought i had gone mad when i talked about POSITIVE and NEGATIVE XXX to abs. and then about attaining satori. and cherry blossoms. and heartbreak hotel being in japan too. gone, nuts.

and then there's hel:

hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
idealism
hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
that i do not dream of now
*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
lol
*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
blossom cherry
hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
melacholic dream
hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
i want the hear the sound of bambOO striking on the roof
hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
to attain satori

nutties. tmdknn. too much liao. japan would be so much prettier without having tests about it. =(

falling cherry blossoms. gentle spring rains. frost-covered meadows. almost surreal, i'll say.

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
COME BABY COMEEE
hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
HAHA
hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR?
hel: touring the eastern rimlands says:
you want the top or the bottom or what

-_-'''


really lah.

woots. i need some retail therapy.

and some satori. maybe i should zazen myself. or study the bushido. or be part of the minamoto yoritomo clan. woots!

tired tired. psycho project to do. -shakes head-

OPTIMISM!!!!

heartbreak hotel indeed.
roomies.
loves.
i need to forget the smell of lavender.
but how can i, when it's my favourite smell all along?

maybe i just need to EXTINCT that connection in between. yea man.
application.
LEVEL UP!


-not making sense-