nonchalance is the key.

that's what ghost told me.
lol.

i am still in love with my black boots. geez. i guess that's how it feels when you "aim" for something damn long, then you finally get it. ULTRA WOOTS! *grins*

i feel like some superwoman in it. LOL.
no lah. i just like the feeling of it hugging my leg. very warm. especially on rainy days. sigh.

on cold rainy days, i just wish for a hot cup of milo with marshmellows in it. snuggle in my huge over-sized sweater and blow on the steaming cup of milo, until the lenses of my spectacles mists...

how many of us thrive for security, safety, answers to questions, hope, faith, love, need to love someone else, trust and attention.

there are so much more.
but on rainy days, it seems as if things are magnified. everything so sober.
everything so...gloomy.
but then again, it's how you see things isn't it?


"michael angelo is the turtle from ninja turtles what, no meh?"
"........."
"he is an artist lah."
o.O -paiseh-


"you are cultured and a girl who has a nice dress sense lah.."
"but cultured people don't go head-first into a car."
"Hahahahahah. but that's you mah. and it's cute. don't change it. cos' you are jielin, and be proud of it."



XXX:
think about one person that cares about you, that you're sure of.
XXX:
it helps.
XXX:
i'l fight for you lah YYY, i care. take it easy.
XXX:
goodnight.

i hope i can stop the inevitable.
because this is a really huge mistake i'm going to step into.
oh god, save me.
STOP ME.

timing is so god damn important and crucial.
wrong person, wrong time.
right person, wrong time.
wrong person, right time.
when will i find the RIGHT person, RIGHT time?