ekul.

because it's not supposed to happen.
but the inevitable happened.
that's why i'm feeling terrible now.

it wasn't supposed to be like that.
maybe i'm just seeking rebound in places i sought comfort from.
maybe i should just isolate myself.
i want no rebound.
i want no crushes.

all i want to be is your friend, your buddy.

maybe you shouldn't be so nice to me.

falling.

help me. someone.
thisiswrong.thisshouldnthavehappened.
butitstilldid.whatthefuckiswrongwithme?
stopitjielin.
itspossibletostopnow.