letting fate run the show.

you know when i send out frequencies, i don't exactly bother about such minute things, until today. when i realised the horrendous situation and tried my best to work it out, it was too late.

oh wells, it's never too late to make it right, right? just think positive. and things will roll your way, jielin.

one of the worst things possible to happen in academia and employment world is to work with people you dislike, and yet have to tolerate them because of the well-being of the end product/result of whatever you are working on. or worse, pretend that you like them. for the past semesters, i've had my share, and now, fate has it that it wants to test my patience and tolerance again.

i will prove it to you.
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wanted to head to get some necessities shopping before heading home from school today. rained like no one's business again, and i had no hoodie on me today, which meant that i had to run for my life. skipped maintenance shopping. shall postphone to one of the days this week. =S

the weather after the downpour was a light happy drizzle that did not smell like the usual acidic pungent one. which set me off in a good mood to just relax by the balcony to take in the full view of the droplets of rain on the chilly glass pane and the reflective surface of the tar road after the thunderstorm. i kind of missed a rainbow then.












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effects of the internet seems to be a happening module. the lecturer is a fatherly looking figure with his soothing voice, smiley wrinkles and laid-back feel. part-time lecturer with his own business and family. ohmy.
helps that at least it's something we are exposed to almost everyday and i can catch abit of balls during his lesson despite drifting off time to time.

nina turned out to be our com300 teacher. which could be both a blast and a terrible thing. i shall not elaborate.

i miss the carefree worry free days. now that the 4 modules are finalised, it seems as though the weight upon my shoulders increased overnight.

managed to watch coffee prince again. dreaming is no harm right?

mr fate msged to ask me bus route wtf. ignore.
shijie sudenly popped up in msn to chat after ages. hmmmm.

kind of tired. wondering if my phone will resume stock soon. damn. as much as i will miss my trusty-can-withstand-fall-from-chest-level-to-carpark-ground 6680. lol.

i feel like getting a haircut soon. grrr. before cny hits me with a slap on the face with sky high prices. i'm looking forward to the angbaos though. seriously lacking cash.

in any sense, i should prolly take up that private eng tuition. zzz. i'm so slack.

aye, jielin, believe you have it already. and it'll come to you in need.