ill.

falling seriously ill. started with an innocent sneeze whereby i claimed that it was because someone was thinking of me.

then i couldn't stop sneezing on ths bus home. and then i was so tired i KO-ed on the bus again. and was jerked rudely awake by the abrupt braking. DAMMIT CAN SOMEONE BE NICE AND OFFER TO BE MY HEAD REST FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK????

-curses and swears-

i'm so bloody tired. my nose is blocked, my throat is sore and i feel like i could sleep for a million years. i don't feel like working anymore. but i need the money. sigh. think positive thoughts jielin!! you are the master of your thoughts. grrr. frequencies frequencies.


rode high on the adrenalin yesterday night till today morning. it's over. no more cheap thrill. lol. what's meant to be mine will be mine. i cannot bother trying so hard. i stand to gain nothing. i just enjoy that moment. that split second. thrill-seeker.

HA.

nua-ed on sofa watching coffee prince after ages. dammit missed alot of episodes, dulan. who got the dvd??? lend me lehh. damn nice lah. addicted liao. HAHAHA. sigh. unreal.

seriously fed up people who can't keep their appointments.

i miss being happy like i was for the past few days when i went out with all my loves. sigh. why why why is such delirious joy short-lived?

sniff. sniiiffff. dammit, i cannot breathe.