gratitude.

gratitude is one of the most important emotion one should have.
with gratitude comes ______.


today, just ask yourself one question:

how real are you?



not literally meaning that you are physical; your clothes and bags and shoes and possessions are tangibles.

but in your behaviours, speech and intentions, how real are you in accordance to your heart?

is your heart and mind telling you one thing, yet you portray another?
are you destesting someone, yet showing that you like her/him?
do you loathe someone's way of doing, yet display submissiveness and agree superficially?

can you spot these discrepancies for just one day?


so how true are you? how real are you?

because it's not how the way you look, what you wear, or what things you possess--

in fact, it's what vibe you send out when communicating.
because no matter how hard you hide or act or pretend,
it still leaks.


and i've been seeing some leaks.
i don't like them.

it'sthewaythisworldworksain'tit?


today, i've been true to myself. i'm grateful.
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thankful for your prescence in my life.
thankful that i chatted to white ass. for mr fate. for e. for nehneh. for abang. even for ____.
frankness and sincerity touches me.
concern and limitless love.

blessed at 12:21am.

ll, i still need you though. =)