my eyes are gone.

finally, tonight i'm sitting here not doing anything project related.
only because com443 group presentation #4 is finally over. and i'm awaiting the exam#2. doom. i've not yet touch the 7 chapters to be tested. and it's freaking thick--the textbook. =(


and i've got com441 awaiting me too. wow.
i really...need proper sleep.
i can doze off anywhere, anytime now.

and i really should be sleeping instead of blogging.
i think i'll regret it when i wake up for school later.


shall make it a fast one.


today i woke up late. was supposed to meet in school at 8am. i woke up at 715am. took a cab.
zzzzz. i've been spending bombs on cabs this month. seriously.
damn bad. it's a habit i thought i quit, but it's so fucking addictive.


in any case, i wasn't the latest, nor the earliest.
got some things done up last minute. watched them rehearse for the ppt.
felt jumpy until it was finally our turn.
the entire group was so tensed and worried and nervous before and during the presentation. no joke. and bob's comment regarding our group evaluation/reflection #4 did not help to calm our nerves.



i think we were all starving because it was too early and none of us had taken our breakfast.
so the moment our presentation and class ended, we snapped up the snacks brought to school by sharul(from her deepavali celebrations the day before). HAHAHAH.

gone in a minute. no joke.


overall, i think we did relatively better than the previous time.
(: i'm so proud of everyone and every bit of sleep lost.
we aren't the best, but i can really feel hard work from everyone.
let's not be anal and measure the amount of hard work by individuals lah.

connect@six makes my com443 days better. really. and this isn't even close to real working life. sigh.


november timetable for VE is out. working as much. these two months, my income from VE has seen a multiple of 4 jump! like. wtf. and i'm suffering when it comes to studies. really bad.

sigh. no excuses for less work to be done academically. but still....
i'm just so so so very tired.
but work hard for $$ and AA i must.


and i must think of how to slot in more tuitions. geez.



my kids don't need holidays one. zzzz. good for me lah, but.....more........sleeplessness and less....time. =(



ok. no pictures though i've got plenty in my file archive waiting to be uploaded.
sorry for being so text heavy.



/sometimes i reject.
because i don't want it to happen.
because it may be disastrous.
and somehow it never seemed to occur to you.
how is that possible?
i jsut can't speak about it.
and so, you may never know.

pray it will not happen.
it will not.
i believe./