starlight starbright.

i've got the PC fair job. WHEEE!

he called when i was sleeping and then i picked up.
after confirming my name, the first thing he said was "EH YOU ARE SLEEPING AH?" (in chinese). -_-

paiseh okkk.

suan le. anyway i got excited that i got the job so i woke up eventually.

met nehneh to walk walk around before tuition.
saw millions of stuff which caught my eye but DID NOT BUY.
haiiii. money.
once i start, i never know when to stop.

doesn't help that the items i like are ridiculously priced.
SO EXPENSIVE. =(

i guess i don't go for the norms of topshop or the like. which is sad.

HAHAHHA. i think i seek solace from buying overseas stuff because i cannot go overseas.

BOO. no money no time. and i clearly set out a goal that ONLY WHEN I HAVE MY DREAM CAMERA THEN I WILL GO OVERSEAS.
=( which evaluates to not anytime soon.

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i hate to see hard work going to waste. especially this time around.

tired.

my brain can't stop thinking about a million things at the freaking same second.
i'm constantly tensed and stressed.
BLAHHHH...

school starts tml officially.
boo. i wonder how this sem will turn out.

hmmmm.

the price you pay for loving clothes.

when you love the eclectic,
you pay a higher price.

it's all in the theory of price competition in this retail market mans.


the more i push myself to achieve that goal, the more pain i feel.
unecessary pressure?
i think i'm too hard on myself.

priorities.

is it true that no one can be best in everything?
so far, i haven't seen that.
should i seek comfort in this fact?

what am i sacrificing?
who am i?
how far can i go?
what am i meant for in life?
where's all the directional arrows?
where are all the signs?
will you be there for me?
what do i want, really?

it's hard to keep that optimism when you keep falling down.
no one catches you.
picking yourself up time and time again; does it make you stronger, or weaker?

tis' the night for thoughts.
maybe i just wish deep down inside, that my heritage and origin had been different.