denying fate.

all else aside, i've grown to learn that somethings you can fight it out with destiny, other things, don't bother.
or perhaps its the importance of that particular "thing".

lies the same with people around me.
whether they matter, or they don't.
whether 10 years down the road, things will still be the same, or not.

life has been pretty hot recently. literally.
i'm melting under the heat.
it's suffocating, not the normal sunny feeling summer ought to give.
ice cream and ice and cool drinks and light wear.
SUMMER INDEED.

want to shop badly, but i need to save badly too.
the amount i earn and the amount i save is all wrong. i should be earning more, and saving more. =(
haiz, i will never get my dream camera or go overseas on schedule.
SUCKS.
can life of an undergrad be worse?

MGQ grades are out. got ranking somemore.
actually score well also no use. i just realised GPA final is only the com modules and CSE111. SIAN.
hahahahah.

i'm perspiring like mad.
'tis the season for perfumes and aromas.

when i cannot get the things i want naturally.
i work for it.
comparison kills.
i'm killing myself slowly and knowingly.