wierdest dream.

i had the wierdest dream ever. EVER.

it's so freaking wierd and stupid i think i will not even want to talk about it. so embarrassing ok.







no, it's not a wet dream.


BAH.
i hate dreaming when sleeping. takes up alot energy. really sucks you of everything. unrestful mind and body. i wake up to a very pissed and restless jielin, instead of radiant and shining jielin.


hahahahaha. like i was ever shining or radiant.

















you know how much i like to whine right?
so now i shall whine about how i can't seem to get the best of both worlds. you know life is all about compromising. friendship is all about compromising..it seems like when i'm closer to a group of people, i drift from certain people. it's annoying and frustrating. but my friends are so different and diverse and i love being with all of them. but it's perpetually impossible to be with ALL at the same time.




note to syaf
syafFy(since you insisted on the double F hahahaha :D), i know you'll be reading this, so i just wanna tell you that: hey, i'm not bothered that eating out with you might be considered a "chore" in your eyes, but i really don't mind at all! friends have to take and give. often we have to give more than we take..and i don't mind having to eat halal along with you everytime! :) but of cos' i must eat my non-halal food once in a while..hee..

so i don't want you thinking that being with you is troublesome cos' have to look out for what we can eat together or what we cannot. i love your company and you are a great friend. for these, i sacrifice this little puny wee bit of food, NEVERMIND LA! (i'm dieting anyway!)

hahahaha. and besides, muslim and halal food are yummy!!! :)


there, i've said my piece. now be a good little syafFy flufFy doGgy and be happy! :) cheers to our friendship!!! *grins*



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sometimes i dread when my fears are coming true. i just pray, that i am thinking too much.