little bits of mac studying.

recently has been going to mac near my house to study. i like the environment because there is this really nice mac lady at the counter with an ever cheerful smile to greet me. she's really really undeniably nice until i have nothing to say. hahahaha. :) i might just vote her for employee of the year if there is a feedback form. :)

ate so many double cheese burger these few days consecutively. i think i might just forgo it tomorrow if i were to head for macs again. gonna get very sick of it. *grimaces*

and i heard the national song on the mac tv play so many times i can practically chant it out in my head. BLEH. seriously. over-play and over-publicising is lousy advertisement ok. not good for people who sits at mac(UNDER THE TV SOMEMORE) for almost half a day. BAH. i would have went mad. but thank god for my shuffle. LIFE IS RANDOM! :) but actually i also getting REALLY sick of the songs in my shuffle already. shuffle here shuffle there but i seem to have heard all the songs a thousand times. :(

but neverminds. im gonna grant mac a chance, cos' ruien is soooo chio! hahahah. :D she's really cute la. undeniable ok! and i witnessed some really cute moments too. im not trying to sound patriotic or what, but it really made me smile when i saw this puny primary school kid look up at the tv with excitement, and sang loudly to the lyrics. :) well, national education has certainly served its purpose well! i do love singapore, but sometimes there are things in this country that i simply do not favour as much. one very good example is education. (ok, i don't wanna get sued or whatever, so i'll stop the discussion here.)

the place is indeed very distracting to say the least. i was distracted from the countless ah bengs and ah lians that roamed the macs. distracted from the screaming kids. from the irritating "mina-s" that shrieked and cursed constantly. (YES I CAN STILL HEAR THEM DESPITE MY SHUFFLE--that's how bad it was ok!) the parents that came with their kids and sat down together with the other parents who came with their kids to talk about stuff like what they bought in the market, and most commonly, their kids' results. *sigh*

well, there were many strange individuals too. undoubtedly strange. but yet i cannot deny that perhaps some may think i am just as strange as i think they are. well, take this guy who sat infront of me in macs. he was using his laptop and browsing the internet i think. and yea, i kinda *accidentally* saw his stuff. HEY IM NOT PEEPING! but it was like screaming out in my face la! :P hahahha, he was browsing this webbie with women parading in swimsuits. erm..ya. -no comments-

/irrelevant.
my mum let me try two skirts a minute ago. hahahaha. damn funny ok. stripped one. then the material is gd la, BUT it looked like boxers. =X even jie agrees. HAHAHAHA. but eh, branded leh. :X hahahaha. nvm la, im not that brand conscious anyway, so i rejected the skirt. :)
/back to topic.

hmmm, yea, then i saw this super duper cute boy dressed in full army uniform. i mean he's like really young, at most K1 age. he entered the mac with his father(who also looked rather gd himself). then he started screaming:
"DADDY I WANT THISSSS!!!"
"shhh, boy!"
"DADDY I WANT THIS PINK EGG!!! HAPPY MEAL!!!" *bangs his little palms on the showcase*
"boy! quiet...!" *signs a warning to the boy while gently pinching his cheek*

darn. they looked really cute together. reminded me of my childhood. used to be so pampered last time. sigh. =( i wanna be a little kid again.

so anyhow, not wanting to sound desperate or anything, but i kinda find malay guys attractive. they have really good features and the best eyes! :) hahaha, nice! but no worries, i don't know any malay guys really well so i don't have any plans to pounce on them. neither will i(if i DO know them). im not that sick ok!

hmmm, im really following a strict diet. not NOT eating la, just eating less, and moderately. hopefully i can shed a few kgs in 2 months time. :) i'll feel so much better about myself. so please don't worry, im STILL eating. just less. :)

today's civics was a ppt by differentiated gp grp about blogging. seriously, sometimes i do not understand all that hoo-ha about blogging. c'mon, im sure everyone blogs. almost everyone. be it online or offline(in written diaries). people who know me really well would know that i have short term memory(STM), which means i have to blog to remind me of stuff. i have had many "diaries" before this one. both written ones and online ones. but most of the time, i stopped entering my lif ein them halfway, and they got archived. i still have my opendiary though. :) it's nice to read back about my life once in a while. im actually quite impressed at my writings a few years back. it was sincere, straight to the point, and really emotional. i guess it was a tough year back then. but i seemed to be so much happier back then. more happy entries than sad ones. *shrugs* well, people grow up.

i grow sad.

anyway, i died in mac doing econs. it was really intensive econs. i was trying to understand the notes, the policies, and struggling with the tys Qs. i REALLY almost died(white as* i hope u understand). it's like getting more and more difficult. arghhhs. and i CANNOT fail or do badly for econs. i really wanna excel in it la. arghhhs. stressed.

not that i don't wanna excel in other subs la. sigh. but i have alot interest in econs. yea. im gonna jiayou for other subs also la. :)

im craving for hot chocolate.

darn my cough, flu, blocked nose, sore throat and slight fever.

everyone seems to be falling sick. bad, bad, bad.

im looking forward to ponning lessons and school totally. i wish we'd get our study break now. sigh.

i think im supposed to do alot of geog hwk. but im really lazy. so you know what? heck. im not doing. he's gonna go thru the answers anyway. sigh.

long long entry. but yea, just felt like saying alot things la. typing is so much faster than writing. hahahah. :) this is why online blogs are gd. but when things are more private, of cos' a written one wld be gd. :) but i don't have any written diaries now la. hmmmm.

random thoughts.

on the bus to school, was thinking, sometimes, it's gd that i don't have high-flying parents who are great in everything such as careers and education. cos' then, i don't have to live up to expectations--of them, myeslf, and others.

i won't mention what caused me to think so, but yea, was watching tv mobile cna and it prompted me to think la.

moral of story though, is that i still have to live up to my own expectations, and others'. cos' i just have to. *shrugs*

music selection currently: jazz.

anyone has nice jazz-y songs? please send me! thanks! :)