bigyellowshiningstar returns!

HELLO TO ALL EARTHLINGS!!!
have you guys been clicking the link to my blog and realizing that there are no updates? were you disappointed? or were you relieved? HAHA. in any case, i'm back. to those who were disappointed for not having juicy/boring/wtf/loserish things to read, I'M BACK!

alive, and very much in one piece. although i think i grew into a BIGGER piece wtf. damn fat now. stupid exams period!!! just sit at the table and eat study eat study. lack of sleep slows metabolism, meaning i gain weight faster too! but apparently, because i'm forever on a weight plateau (4 years and counting now), i never seem to GAIN weight. i just...gain FATS. chubbier. wtf.


OK OK!!! FIRST THINGS FIRST! this is going to be an ULTRA SUPER DUPER long post, so if you don't have patience to listen to my rants and what has been going on in my life/brain, leave right now. you've been warned!

to make up for the lack of updates AND pictures, i have words, more words, and pictures that are super random. not arranged chronologically because dated too far back! and very few with my face in it! (i know many of you are heaving sighs of relief) but the pictures aren't interesting or contain any hot babes also. sorry mans. my life is boring like that.



OH!!!!! i'm officially OUT OF SCHOOL!!!! FINISHED MY UNIVERSITY EDUCATION!!!! =D -beams- i managed to live through my final exams. though i can almost feel my As flying away. i'm probably going to get Bs for UGC112 and PSY333. =((((( if i'm lucky, i can scrape B+s for both. HAI what to do. super no mood to study. i managed to read through my notes ONCE and i went for the exams. fml.

so if i can actually score that well, i think i'm a genius already HAHAHAH. really lah, me not cut out to be an academic student who memorizes from textbooks. =( i'm glad it's all over and i can use my brain for other stuff, be it unimportant stuff. CONGRATS TO ALL WHO HAVE GRADUATED!!!!!

i'm hoping that my GPA will not be affected much by my final sem's results. i still want that first upper class mans!!!

okkkkk. ((((: to show that i'm still alive! a picture i took today--saturday 25/04/09!

looking chui still. lack of sleep from the past few weeks. =( i'm trying to catch up on the precious sleep, but there's so much to do now!!! =D i was intending to blog yesterday (friday) after school, but was having a splitting headache after my tuition so i retired to bed early. my body is dying. and i REALLY HATE THE WEATHER.

i feel like i'm living in a glasshouse.

another picture! today, after my usual tuition slots, fatbear picked me up and we went to do some survey thing together! it was at toa payoh, some ulu place and we almost couldn't find the place! toa payoh looks very different from the west!!

anyway, being the cheapo and very eager to earn money us, we decided to go for the interview because sitting at the office doing some survey for them made us $35 bucks richer!!! only 10-15mins required!!!! HAHAHAHAH. wahhh. happy leh. ask me do more survey leh.

there, one page of the rating scale thing. yawnnn.
we left soon after to find something to munch on! i've been eating rather little these few days due to loss in appetite. one meal per day. but being with fatbear makes me happy and hence increases my cravings for food!

we stopped by the HDB hub to grab things to eat. walked around a bit too...super bigggg. but the heat was killing us.

back on the car. fatbear eating his da bao. from tiong bahru paos.

i had BK's mushroom swiss and onion rings which i shared with fatbear.



omg why did i show this picture, you may ask. I'M DAMN PISSED AT MYSELF EVERYTIME I LOOK AT MY FACIAL WASH. let me tell you why.

i decided to stock up on my facial wash because it's running out already. dropped by watsons to get it. then i so happy, because i saw that there was a student promotion going on! i get 20% off the original price of my facial wash if i flash my card!!!

so i happily brought it to the cashier. then i opened my wallet, and realized that my student/ub card was in my pencil case because i couldn't be bothered to take it out after my last paper. FML. i let $2 worth of savings fly away.

even better. that asshole fatbear had to choose the time NOT to bring his wallet along (student card inside), so....i paid full price lor. sibeidulan seriously.

aye, i know it's just $2!!! but i'm damn broke now ok!!! fatbear's birthday stuff is sucking me dry. and i have quite a few more lessons to go till i get my tuition paycheck. =(

-big wet eyes-

fatbearbearrrr. i totally will forgive you for all the things you did last week to make me angry (can't think of any actually, except the stupid facial wash thing) because you bought me my BIRDS NESTTTTTT!!!!

-tears roll down cheeks-

HAHAHAHA. eh i'm serious ok! this is like top grade. not those mini bottles kind!!! lovelove lah! i'm getting my collagen boost! super need it after all the horrid stress. =( and its worse for me because i don't even know how to do makeup to make myself prettier. =((((

(((: i cannot even bring myself to open the bottle and eat the precious stuff. i know it's really expensive for fatbear! thank you so much!!!! (((:

just a few random try-to-be-artistic shots...bear with me.

can you gues what this is?

this above picture SHOULD be familiar to monz. if she still reads my blog.

i see this everyday when i leave house and lean over my corridor railings to wear my shoes. somehow my neighbour placed this lion soft toy permanently outside. maybe it did something wrong =.='''.

wooden wind chimes.

shadows on a hot hot day.

people who know me should know where this comes from. lol.

and i bought a new watch! theorema, mechanical watch! pretty ain't it?

i've got another lust from theorema DAMN BLING. but no money to buy. haiii. fatbear, pretend you are interested and ask me for the link. i'll send you. then you can pretend to not care, and surprise me for my birthday HAHAHAHAH.

my ear studs. both bought from taiwan.

and long lost bbpp and shitangel!!! bbpp can be greygreypangpang already. turning a bit dirty. fatbear doesn't know how to care for them. hai. i think he doesnt love them lor. always chucking them in a corner of his desk. really sad. =(

even shit angel also wanna protest.

"TREAT US BETTER!!!" she says.

got so bored studying one day at fatbear's, so i drew on his leg which was facing me. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

can see his pig hand and pig leg. and my smiley face.

he was saying something when i snapped this. i forgot what he was saying. =X

bbpp trying to fly. via kiap-ing himself on fatbear's water bottle.


and a few random shots of myself.



hello i got neck cramps i don't know why i look so stupid here. HAHAHAH. fml totally. =(((

after finishing the last paper and homeeee! long day indeed.

decides to kiss xiaohuang for some celebration. hehe. he is damn kissable. love him to bits! (:

another random day LONG LONG AGO. went to catch shinjuku incident. somehow i don't think i posted these pictures up. don't know why. =X

nachos. kiss kiss. HAHA.

fatbear is stealing all man.

after the show. late. the shops in vivo were all closed.



back on the car. that's fatbear's jacket i'm wearing. one of the few lah. lol. i like this one a lot!!! (: think i just recovered from my mild case of stomach flu, hence explaining the collarbones' visibility. -.- i don't think it's there NOW.





bought 2 fans for his place from the harvey norman warehouse sale wayyyy back. i don't know why our activities are like that. HAHAHAHA. be with fatbear means you better be willing to do everything! it was DAMN HOT at the warehouse sale. and super lot of people. crazy mans. there is no recession. HAHA.

one chui night. using his lousy pokpok computer. he was studying and somehow he got hold of my phone (spotcheck!) and took this ugly picture. -slaps-

morning rays shine upon the loves. (:

kudos bar. 100 calories each. interesting concept. but not very yums. cheap though. had some promotion.

this is the m&ms flavor.

this was taken on the day of the commemorative speech. can you see that freaking crazy mozzie bit on my cheek!!!??? i swear mozzies love to bite me even though i'm around other people who bare more skin knn. best thing is i don't know how come it can bite me and i totally didn't know until it started to itch.

huangy accompanies me to study.

damn sian lor.

supper one night with fatbear. he had returned home late from OT =(.

that's his legs, not mine hor!

rojak. HAHAHA don't worry, we didn't get food poisoning after this. =D



porridge for me. macaroni for him. i made him help me eat mine. i told him to SHARE the porridge, but he had to go buy the disgusting macaroni. tsk! damn full ok!

HOME FROM MY INTERVIEW. damn tired. my legs in those heels were aching like shit. dressed so formal, i looked odd in the CBD area =X. it's blazer, pants and top with my dressier bag. rolled up my sleeves after i was done with my interview because the weather was sweltering outside.

visitor tag when i went for the interview.

to update about my interview, i think on the day itself, i really lost all sense of nervousness. just wanted to hurry and get done with it. anyhow did finish my 30mins essay test. then flipped the tabletop booklets at the waiting area for my turn, watching other interviewees looking nervous and jumpy. lol.

finally was my turn. just behaved normally. be myself. incited some laughter and many smiles from them. but...i think it's a poor job fit. i think they realized that. not that i'm not good enough, but i don't think i am what they are looking for. =X but they were very nice all the same--engrossed with the conversation, interested to know more about me, asked countless questions, gave me encouraging smiles, and laughed at certain parts of my comments.

it was a board of 4 by the way. 1 director, 1 assist director, 2 head managers from 2 depts. and i didn't feel a single bit of stress. i think my brain is not functioning zzzz.

aiya, if i don't get a phonecall from them this coming week, it means that all is lost there. shall try for another lower paying job lor. open to options man!!! lol. passion is important!

popped by the west coast plaza's popular bookstore to get my ink refill for exams. walking to and fro made me perspire like mad. hates.

inside my condo, clouds white and fluffy, sky incredibly blue. sorry for the poor quality though, using my lousy phone.

and i swear my phone (viewty) is dying. SIGH. but i have no money to change to a better one, so i'll let it be, and hope it'll be nice to me.

oh wait! my collarbones are still there! HAHA. taken on the day of my interview. after i got home and changed lah.





OMG LOOK AT THIS OK!!! EVIDENCE!!! mozzie bite!!! i had 5 of these around my body in ONE DAY. i think this is really unfair. i hate mozzies. and ants. =(((((

i even downloaded the itouch application that is supposed to emit this frequency to ward of mozzies. i turned this on the moment i got 2 bites. and i got 3 more after that. AND i placed it near my legs BUT i saw this freaking mozzie LAND on my leg still. smacked it DEAD. it's/my blood on my palms. gross.

ok, conclusion, this thing doesn't work. =( stupid lying application. i deleted it straight after. cheat my feelings. kns.

see!!! it's larger than my fingernail ok!!! damn gross.

the stagnant bikes.



saw this clothes rack collapsed in my corridor. must be a neighbour's.

ok, i need to wake up in 4 hours time to go bai bai my wai gong.

if you read through all these crap, congrats. i've not updated on ALOT of stuff, but i think it's good for now. i'll try to post more pictures and update more often now that school is over. stay tuned, my loves!

you know, i think my blog is the kind of blog whereby people read, but never leave comments. it gives me the feeling that i'm being watched and although my life is boring, people want to know how loser-ish my life is. sad, really.

in any case, thanks for reading though. byebye, goodnight! (: