because i was simply too bored at home. met nehneh today for lunch at around 3pm. HAHAHA shit i was late again. i seriously hate living so far from town can. zzzz. actually my home is far from EVERYWHERE lah kns.unless people jio me go clementi or erm...west mall, JP, JE, vivocity etc these kinda places. sounds so loserish HAHAHAHA wtf.
lunched at subway for the healthier choice!!! HAHAHAH. ayee. damn full. nua-ed around. accompanied nehneh for her shopping. =((( no more for you miss teo!!! i really have no self-control mans. ARGH.
then nua-ed some more before nehneh headed off to meet her fatbear for some couple-loving time HAHAHA. and poor, lonely soul me headed home. =((((
holidays really suck when you want to ask friends out to catch up but everyone else is busy with school. zzzzz. our hols NEVER coincide nicely and it's horrid. -shrugs. i shall be a loner this summer hols then. SIGHHHH.
and so i reached home at 7plus. was too bored. didn't feel like eating dinner. it's one of those feet fat and ugly days.
watched a bit of olympics on tv with sis then changed and went for my jog. it was a cool evening anyway.
one hour plus. actually felt darn good. no sun to burn my skin and cause skin cancer. slight breezes here and there to cool me off enough in the quiet humidity. silent pavements and dimly lit roads. niceeee. (((:
first time in a very long time since i enjoyed the jog. made time to do some thinking and reflecting about my life. SIGH. i am currently very dissatisfied. but yet passive. wtf. this really sucks.
and i feel like playing hockey or floorball. like TRAIN consistently. doesn't matter if i suck at it. i just want to train and have something to look forward to. i miss trainings.
work again tml.
thing is. i hate being challenged. i hate being told that i am...not.
i used to fight to prove.
i'm losing that fight.
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