Friday, August 29, 2008

i miss simplicity.

i hate being a citizen of extremities. somehow these are the people who are most detested by the majotrity.


school in the morning. home by early noon. wanted to relax and study a bit. ended up dozing off at the table. shifted to the sofa in an attempt to catch a few precious hours of shut-eye (too many early mornings and late nights without naps in between) before tuition.

was awaken by P's mum's sms that P was still stuck in school and hence can only have tuition later in the evening. however, if i were to give tuition at a later timing, i would be late for the meetup with monz, ed and his friend. so...changed to just the usual saturday. i don't care man. next week onwards must full-blast tuition. moolahs ok. zzz. hates.

met monz and ed at vivo for dinner at sushi tei. their friend, steve, was late. arrived only after dinner. went for movie: Wall.e at around 8:35pm. the movie started at only 9pm. wtf. I HATE ADVERTISEMENTS IN CINEMAS.


monz showing off her new iphone HAHAHA. rich kids!

the pics are surprisingly clear. but only on the screen itself. when transferred, the resolution changes...so i've heard.

monz's meal. did not take ed's meal. he devoured it fast. LOL.

my usuals. not much appetite. MUST JIAN FEI TEOJIELIN!!!

zilian a bit. i look damn tired can. zzz. die lah, forever look tired. my nap at home was a failure, because i had extremely bad dreams.

dreamt of my balcony glass door shattering while i was relaxing on the sofa(exact same spot i was sleeping at) and all the glass fell around me. felt like fibreglass with a couple of large jagged pieces too. dreamt of a couple of people around me..but i can't remember who...

dreamt that i couldn't wake up from my sleep. wtf. seriously that feeling sucks ok. arghhh. i think i must be really tired out. my mind's constantly in gear. zzzz. i hate this. i hate having dreams while i'm sleeping.

I JUST WANT TO REST GOD DAMMIT.

group pictures all look damn gross. fat face arghhh. but we all look so happy, that's why i'm posting them AHHAHA. happy people. no pictures of steve. erm...just got to know him through these two people lah..so not very friendly buddy type...yet (i hope).

ed and i were squeezing monz in between HAHAHA. her head was being kiap-ed by us and she was complaining HAHAH.

the view was maginificent. but obviously u cannot see from this picture. i like our seats. very good spot for romantic dinner. but i can't see how sushi tei can be romantic HAHAHAH.

cruises everywhere. reminds me of singapore flyer.

sis asked me a couple of days ago when i'm gonna take a ride in it. told her (like what i told other people too) that i'll most probably take it only when the construction around the flyer is almost complete so i won't see cranes and the like but the night lights of casinos and integrated resorts. (((:

and of course, preferably the ride is with someone special. HAHA.

anyway sis was nice and bought me meiji gummies. shall feature them in later entry. i offered to pay her back but she declined. wow.

food i can't finish. i felt like a brat wasting food. but i ain't gonna grow fat eating things i cannot stuff down my throat anymore. booooo. body over moolahs.

wall.e was alright. LOL. the rest didn't really like the movie. in my opinion, it definitely isn't your typical cartoon which provides meaningless fun and laughter and minimal brain movement. this movie by walt disney holds certain contemporary themes not exactly beyond our times: pollution and eventual destruction of our home--the earth.

besides, there are also themes such as love, friendship, herd mentalities, technological dominance over human beings, technology rendering humans useless, leaving power into hands of robots (detrimental in this sense), obesity and lastly, hope for a new opportunity and new life from scratch.

many themes indeed. food for thought if you want to take this movie as a prediction of our future.

ended at 10:30pm. they suggested chilling out. headed to one of the pubs behind sajc near the gillman village (is it still there? too dark can't see). steve had a car, so driving there was quick.

a nice cool night with a couple of glasses of red wine (treated by the 3 working adults...thanks!!! =D) and passively listened to their chat of office work life and gossips lol. little games of 5-10 and niu nai and some ahbeng game HAHA.

broke my rule of no alcohol. but at least it's red wine. good for health right? i think i drank more than i intended to, but it was a good complement to the relatively cold night.

steve sent the couple to the bus stop for their straight bus home. it was already 12am (curfew time) so i msged mama that i was on the way home, before she hit the roof or thought i had been kidnapped.

nice steve sent me home chop chop with some mini chats on the car to get to know each other better. ok lah, not that awkward i guess. in my point of view at least. =x friendly people should mix quite well, right? if he intends to go for the tw trip, maybe i'll get to know him more!

reached home around 12:10am. parents were okay about it. wow. amazed i didn't even got yelled at. they only asked why i was so late. lol. glad. i wouldn't want to get into a fight to end the good night.

the warmth from the wine is radiating throughout my body. definitely not drunk. no worries. wine doesn't bother me as much. =D

i've been lacking focus and concentration ever since school has started. still seem to be in the holiday mode with minimal brain activity and improvement. i feel very stupid. i hate feeling stupid. time to upgrade in gears!!!!

you need to do well!!!! can't allow drops in gpa ok!!!! -self psycho- study hard, study smart!!!

must read texts i was supposed to read up but never did. MUST! all done by the time friday ends. roarrrrrr.

FOCUS TEO JIELIN FOCUSSSSS.

how much before it gets me hooked?
how much before this feeling fades?
how much before i erase you?
how much before i leave your shadow?
how much before the butterfly leaves the cocoon?

do all questions have answers?

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