wednesday new rest day.

or so-called.


managed to rest after zonking out editing a little of my part for mus266 presentation.
died till around 12pm. woke up. did some work. bathed. travelled to tuition for P.


tuition was mostly revising. must keep her mind fresh about formulas and usage and examples until it becomes her habit. she says she just had a pythagoras class test today. let's hope she does shockingly well. i'll be so proud of her.


starting to develop affection for her. can't help it. i see her so many times a week. LOL.




in any sense. i met roy after tuition at JP. how ironic right? although i commute to boon lay 3 times a week, i hardly ever step into JP. LOL. so it was an eye-opener to enter and see how much the place has changed during my absence.



ate at bentobox. chatted alot. serious stuff, funny stuff, random stuff. i really miss such simple heart-to-heart talks. just catching up, musings outloud, reflections, life experiences, his encouragement for me, his insight into many things....


all made me think alot. and redevelop faith for issues and dreams. thank you, roy. i appreciate the time you make out of the busy schedule to meet up and catch up! (((: WE MUST BOTH WORK HARD FOR OUR DREAMS.
but hor, please take care of yourself ok. live life to the fullest, but don't endanger it!



hahah. camped at banquet to get drinks and talk somemore. LOL. zzz that aunty at the drinks stall is damn funny lah. made me speechless. first time in a very long time i was all flustered and gave up rebutting what was being said in between the two of them because i realized i cannot outdo the debate. HAHAHA wtf mans.

and roy still play along??!!

-flaps arms-


HAHAHA and i don't know why that aunty asked me where i'm from???? zzzz. i don't look singaporean meh? PLEASE DON'T SAY I LOOK CXXXX-ish. zomg.
hahahahha but she said im pretty!!!! LOLOLOL. ayeee. happiness. even though it's just so i bought drinks from her i also happy HAHAHAH. okkk. enough zi-high-ing.

roy let me read a story he wrote! wow. you'll think that people are good at something but not so good at something else. sometimes i feel as if he is good at everything. zzzzzzz.


shall go stone abit more. zzz. study study study. GET YOUR As JIELIN!!!!!!! DO NOT LOSE FOCUS. YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WILL YOURSELF TO.


more often than not, i get so sucked into this mundane cycle i lose touch with reality and what truly matters and what i really want.
it's scary. i don't wanna lose myself.

the blurer it becomes,
the nearer i feel death inside.