i don't want this routine.

everyone's life is a story, ain't it?
it shouldn't be a routine; mundane, lifeless, meaningless.

i feel dehumanized.
i feel mechanized.
i feel disconnected.
i'm gonna start feeling like gregor soon.


been long since i took any pictures. i hardly ever head out for any recreational purposes HAHA. and even if i do meet up, i'm so engrossed in catching up to take pictures. -grimace-

apologise if my blog is getting overly textual. zzz. LOL.


guess what happened today?
i was taking the lift from 2nd floor to 4th to meet nehneh for early lunch before com249.
in the lift, i was still wondering if the doors would open and someone would enter.


the doors did open on the 3rd.
i did see you.
but it was not only you that i saw.
you were with her.


i jabbed that "door close" button furiously.


and my heart fell to its death.
the question i had a few days ago was answered today in that moment.



awesome.




it's mus266 presentation tml. let's hope the entire presentation will turn out spectacular and wipe out the rest!!! HAHAHAH. ayeee. let's hope my part won't screw up at least. zzz. i hate figures.


it's videzy work till 11pm after that. whoosh. moolahs. gonna try keep my head up for the night.

saturday is gonna be work 11-11 again. and sunday i better start studying for my com249 quiz on monday. i really wanna do well. -pumps fist into sky-


I WANT MY As!!!!!!!


okkk. i heard marketing results are out and there are people who did well and those who didn't. nevertheless, JUST KEEP ON FIGHTING OK!!! as long as we worked hard for it, then no matter what outcome appears, it's the process and things we learn that matters most.

yarrr, i'm speaking for my philo also. thinking about the grade-date makes me feel jitterish. zzzz. i have no idea when it'll be out. and i'm praying for A- to B+ please please pleaseeeee. =S


ok. this is getting boring. someone please ask me out when i'm free. i need a life.
and i need loads of money.
zzzz.




i need to cut hair.
i need new clothes.
i need a massage.
i need some facial.
but all these need moolahs LOL.


goodnight and goodbye.
the odds of coincidental meetings are very high indeed.