BLAHHHH.

a few more hours to never-ending saturday torture for work. ROARRRR. i swear i hate this feeling more and more. it's getting so mechanical and routinized i dread it. if not for the money, i would have given up long ago.

i don't want to end up doing this after i graduate. i want to do something i am interested and passionate in. something i can fight for everyday, face new challenges that intrigue and inspire me.


was browsing stylebubble a few nights ago (i think) and i came across this. like how cute is it??? it's from karl lagerfeld. LOL. seriously.

but other than that, it's not that special. just cute lah. LOL. i wouldn't pay hundred bucks to get that.

been really tired while studying. i'm wondering if it's some kind of illness? SIGH. i need this chronic sleepiness and exhaustion to stop. i need to focus and concentrate on stuff mannnns. zzzz.

oh, i just remembered, that day while in wisma shopping with abs, we saw xiaxue . it was actually her back view initially since she was ahead of us. she's really petite man. i half-expected the girl to be her even before she turned around. don't ask me why or how. i think my instincts are getting stronger LOL.


then after we walked past her, abs actually told me "wahh, that girl looks like xx right?"

.......


UBER zzzz leh abby chan.

see anything different from the above picture? i actually got so tired and bored of my overgrown and very untamed hair and very damaged hair that i decided to give myself some alternative look.

which basically translated to one ponytail on each side of my head. OH GOD. i don't know what actually possessed me to push me to step out of the house to head to school looking like that. ZZZZZZZ.

for the entire day, i felt like slapping myself everytime i see my reflection.

ARGHHHH. -shudders-

anyway, NANA you were asking what i bought. this is one of the tops. the snowman prints with a bunch of other rubbish on it. HAHA. layered with grey long-sleeved tee.

the color is really off. i don't have that color at all. sheesh. what is happening to you tjl. i think someone possessed you. HAHAHA.

ayee dry hair. sobs. =(((

tie also tie already, just take more pictures lor. SIGHHH.

checking for bald spots. DON'T HAVEEEEEE!!! YIPEEEEE! =D

i look like i have a mushroom for a nose wtf. =((((

the sneakers, if you noticed, were neglected for long. HAHAH. when i wore them today, they were so dusty that a thin layer of dust was actually visible to the eye. -_-'''

yes, i live on the third floor. but then again, the highest level here is 6th/7th lor. HAHAHAHAHA.

favouritest picture of the day lah. act cute not cute picture. zzz. please don't slap me.

my nails are so gone. like GONE. peel until cannot peel. i just cut my nails today and am too lazy to put on a fresh coat. =( shall do it next week when i have more time. sobs.

i haven't even changed my dental appointment. ROARRRR.

bob's quiz is killing me. LET ME RETAINNNN KNOWLEDGE. even if it's selective retention, LET IT BE ALL THE POINTS THAT HE'LL TEST FOR QUIZ#3!!!!!!

my last salvation mans. no time no time. =((((

let's hope i don't die tml night after i get home from work. dreading the 11-11 every saturday. SIGH. and i don't even know who's working with me tml. grrrr.

been so long since i saw my pink nails LOL.

have you seen the new KFC meal $5.95 chicken meal?? ZOMG LAH. i totally want to eat it...LIKE SOONNNNN!!!! =(((((

cravings. cheeken.

is it possible to become so immune to movies after working so long at videzy that you totally have no urge to want to watch movies? zzzzzz. i do.

been addicted to tv drama on channel u, though. the perfect cut airing at 10pm has got be engaged, although i've missed a couple episodes or so. and i watch channel 8's 9pm show on the beach babes volleyball just to see the hot bods flaunting in it.

the plot is just stupid. WHERE GOT SUCH THING AS 3 (or 4 including the ex gf) GIRLS LIKING SAME GUY AT SAME TIME?!?!?! sheesh. unrealistic can.

but then again, it's highly possible considering that flamboyant and playboy role christopher lee has in the show. zzzz. doesn't appeal to me though. HHAHAHA. ehhh, before anyone says anything, I DON'T LIKE AH BENGS OK. (self-defense is the best offence HAHAHA)

ok, maybe i'm talking to myself. maybe i shouldn't blog as much. who really reads? tskkk.

ANYWAYYY, i just realized pjc PANG JING CHYI has a blog. HELLO MR PANG!!!! i know you're reading this. HAHAHAHAHA. don't xia dao ok. tag me lah. don't be so silent. HAHAHAHAHAH.

ok. finally, to end off this post, i'll like to make a confession or two.

1) i like food alot and i cannot stop eating. i think i'm gaining kilos like a mad rhino. zzz.

2) i've been craving a drink or two. like. alcohol. yes. -_- can't be withdrawal symptoms setting in so late right. zzzzzzz. control tjl, control!!!!! but......but........the bottle's conveniently in the cupboard in the kitchen. zzzzzz.

i want that midnight poolside chat and chill. any takers?