unconscious.

after so many years, i still never truly learnt never to expect too much from things or people.

it's always like this; and frankly, i'm blood sick of the feeling of falling down.



optimism says: if you don't fall, you can't go to the top again. it's a cycle, like up and down the mountain.



but screw it. i feel like shit now, and i'm not gonna hide it.