Wednesday, February 13, 2008

skip the beat.

decided to remove my nail polish which has been chipping for days...plus i couldn't stop my itchy hands from peeling out the polish. it's quite addictive. -_-

tada! feels so odd without that layer of shitblue color. HAHAH. but my nail shape very cute indeed. =D round and fat. HAHAHA like peas. and its healthy pink beneath all that blue, so relax, i'm hale and hearty thank you.





allowed the nails to breathe before i started painting them again. started with my left as usual. smudged quite a bit due to lack of practice. zzz. seriously.
decided to add the stars bling after much consideration. i still have an entire tub left! and my sis gave me two bottles of very nice red/marron nail polishes earlier on. but...decided that darkblue has more of that hidden mystique.

i like. +)



there! the left done! did my right only after dinner.

meanwhile. it was fooling around with all those pretty sparkly stars.





jjjjjj. oops. no pun intended.




it's valentine's day today! may all the lovers in this world stay happy, blissful and sweet forever! enjoy your day with the special someone to all my attached friends! wheeee. (:

falling in love is easy. being loved is easier.
have it come both ways is difficult. so treasure the one. (:
as i have always believed, mutual attraction is never easy.






there. finally done. let's hope it dries soon so i won't wake up the next morning with wrinkles on my nail polish from the pillow case. HAHHAHA wtf.

you know, i believe i'm becoming increasingly anti-social.
i used to yearn for hostel life in school. like those i often see from dramas like hanakimi. i wondered how it's like to study abroad, make friends from other continents, roam the world i've not yet explored, see things from a different perspective, away from family who restricts and controls...

i wondered how it's like to participate so actively in competitions and dress-ups and cheerings and morale boosters.

at 20, i feel old, and perhaps this little mini dream of mine will never come true. graduation is but 1 plus year away.

i often wished for so many things.
-the family i grew up in
-the nationality i am
-the appearance i have
-the country i lived in
-the school i studied in
-the amount of money i have
-the siblings i have
-the life i possess


all these since i was in primary 1 and words seemed like magic. when everything else but what i have appears so much more attractive and tempting.

lol. perhaps...in my next life?
the possibilities are endless.
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figured i'm gonna get either detox supplements or diet pills. HAHAHA. wtf. like finally ok. my body needs some sculpting. and i'm open about it. I EAT I SAY cannot ahhh. nothing wrong what. so at least if i shit too much or die suddenly people will know the cause ok.

let's hope none of the above will happen, except that i will have a wonderful body at the end of it. wheeeee =D


healthy, fit, toned, no excess fats and glowing complexion. ahhhh, detox.
remove the symptoms of toxic body soooon.

i've neglected my book. =(

time to read com300 stuff. SIGH.

happy vday once again!

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