4amforever-

lostprophets. 4am forever.
LOL. gonna be my new song for this sem. ATTACK of the assignments and tests. =(

i still think rooftops is one of the "release" kinda songs.
the MV is quite cool.
imagine if i can scream, can break glass, eh damn hosei ok!
but pretty impossible.

so it was admin, then class(better today! the lower sec kids are warming up to me!), then rotting around waiting for dinner with mr fate.
endured 3/4 of the day without eating anything.
all for the sinful pasarmalam food.
boohoos.
and i feel guilt again for the offers of paying everything.
hmmms. and i dragged mr fate to play those lame ass games. HAHAHAHA he is lousy!!!
at least i threw better.
ok lahhhh. won some lame ass prize.
LOLOL. pengness.

sweet lah sweet lah. still ever the gentleman.
though he seems really apologetic that he didn't manage to win that piglet for me.
but stilllll, i said that as a passing remark only.
tskkk.
still as sensitive.

i wish his wounds would heal soon. (:

i should be getting my pay soon. hmmms.
money august.
the months ahead are gonna be stressful and a test of my endurance and determination.
but hey, what's more? i've been through it right?
you'll do fine, jielin!
FIGHT FIGHT!!!




last train home.

time and time again, it seems like everything is wrong.
but there's still tomorrow,
forget the sorrow.
no more time to care,
no more time to think.


got what i needed from the bookshop finally. (:

sing without a reason.

an off day tml, cos' the bosses would be praying at the centres.
hmmmmms.
walk walk with nehneh.

grap every chance to relax.
no more chances already!

W aint being very subtle.
i'm making wild guesses.
meanwhile, ignorance, or pretence is good.

shall go write something.
byebye!

tonight i'll fall asleep, because that brings me closer to you.