mai siao siao.

today was the race against time.
first was logging on to reply to emails for blackills.
settled more payment stuff.

two packages ready to mail out tml.
but biz is still pretty bad. sighs.
but thanks to meow's mad tagging, there are still responses.

managed to finish my why why love before leaving for tuition.

more tuition madness. but today more relaxed. wheee. the kids were relatively angels today. =)

and i got complimented sehhhh.

got people say im "pretty" and beautiful" okkkk!!!
HAAHHAHAHA. i'm damn happy.
though they were damn random and i was super stunned.
i mean i didn't even know how to react. i was just taking materials from the staff room when she suddenly said that.
mans, it's still ringing in my ears. -_-

and back home, zngggggg.
jh.

oh wells.
it's a good boost to self-esteem.

though i dress as per normal today. hmmmms. must be the air. more oxygen. HAHAHAHAH. pi.

and i saw this cute office guy on the bus to tuition. same boarding, same alighting! DAMN. different directions after alighting though. =((((
and call me thick skin, but i'm damn sure his line of vision had me from the moment i was queueing up to the boarding of bus to inbetween the ride. HEHE.
ok i'm thick skin. ignore me.
zzzz. let me be happy. SHIRT AND PANTS OK ABBY.





confirmed going clementi's centre for admin this thurs. taking some pro pics too. geez. i hate formal wear. nnnghhhhh.

marking papers for jh too. money money comeeee!

i don't care lah. must work damn hard already.
freaking tired now.

every night i'm so exhausted but i can't fall asleep because my brain is still whirring non-stop.
that feeling sucks. like hell.

is this part of growing up and working for your dreams?
hmmmms.
i know i will get what i want.
somehow, maybe life ain't that bad for me either.
i just don't realise how fortunate i am.

though i cannot go travelling that often recently, at least i got to travel 1/4 of the world before.
to places many haven't the chance.

although i'm not rich, i'm not a pauper either.

although i'm not a genius, i'm not stupid either.

although i'm not skinny like a model, i'm not fat either.

although i'm not beautiful like a goddess, i'm not ugly like a monster either.

in ways, i'm fortunate.

i just want more than i have now.
i'm greedy. who isn't?

bye bye.