psychotherapy.

MUAHAAHAHAHA.

okkk, wenta school today for one and a half hour of PSY lecture. quite interesting. at least i wasn't TOTALLY lost by the lecturer. phewww.

and i only wore that satin-lookalike top with the green sweater and shorts. nainai cannot stop saying it's sexy. DOT. it's not. i covered what needs to be covered up already. very conservative one hor.

need to jian fei liao. fat fat. =(

eat less jielin!!!!

lately gotta thank weiming for his concern and advices. being there for me when i thought i was about to hit the roof and be so stressed till i tear out my hair. he seems to be an elder brother i have been craving for since i was a little girl. hahaha. it feels so nice to be pampered and cared for. =)

and i'm going to have the luck to eat his hand-made mooncake!! happiness. SNOW SKIN ONE. hahahah. i love! =)

tml last day of school this week! =) meeting ruan mian mian for dinner. maybe edwin and monz too. going to bugis to get my bag. OPERATION FIND BAG. yesssss! hahaha. and he will be my slave and carry my books for me. lalalaaa!

cannot bully him ah. he very good to bully one. too nice liao. heh.


school is so aimless. sometimes don't know who i can be crazy with, whisper in class, laugh outloud with. so what if you have a group you can hang around with, when they are hardly the ones you can open up to. or maybe not yet? *shrugs*

one week, what am i expecting? they say birds of the same kind flock together. so what is holding us together? it seems like race has played a part in making this clique. it's so...wierd. i feel like i'm...disconnected. i miss ah wan, yun ma, syaffy..i miss all of you. somehow things will never be the same again.

i've got to find my group of friends whom i belong to. cos' 5 days a week in school, means that i need a form of reliance. independence can only go that far. i need an outlet to be crazy with.

and i need to fucking study.
5 subjects. 5 tests. next week.


=(

i need a super huge beary hug.
who wanna give it to me?