pipimimi.

i'm still alive, very much haggard but alive.
died last night/today morning for 1 hour plus on my bed.

woke up to go school.
spent entire night pia-ing an esl essay i didn't know i had to hand in until the day before i was supposed to hand in. GREAT.

then today esl glenda says don't need to hand in. WIN ALREADY.

but at least i cleared some load to free time next week. provided my essay is not entirely off track. FUCK.

had flu early in the morning. really terrible. popped two panadol cold tablets from tomato. subsided after an hour or so.
getting high on pills indeed.


i'm quite tired. i think i'm prone to throwing tantrums at this stage, but i'm controlling it pretty well.

ok, more sleepless nights ahead. so much to do, so little time. i refuse to push away tuition and earn less money cos' of all these academic shit. NO!
but then again, i might flunk finals. YAY.

haiz. see how.

i will do it.
jielin always does.