i'm the wax.

suddenly i just don't feel like working so hard anymore.
everyday i face temptations to go out and have fun.
go out and heck care everything.
not to give a damn about results.
everyday im fighting that feeling.

it's so tiring.


i'm just that close to giving up.
because even though i can run long distances, this race against time is too exhausting.

i cannot even breathe.