diet and exercise.

went rollerblading after esl.
esl sucked. i'm hating every moment of it.

i'm sick of pretty a lot of things.
you.

if things are meant to be this way,
if this is how you want it,
if this is what i mean/meant to you,
then so be it.

i'm just going to take it that i'm STILL a bad judge of character.

i still cannot see through liars.
i still cannot help but be nice to people who are nice to me.
i cannot help it but life's low.
and you are too.

leave me alone.
loner.

doing so much for nothing.


rollerblading was ok.
sweated it out.
ghost is ultra nice though, irritating.
the bus ride to bedok on 66 was duperrrrrrrrrrrrrr long. slept, fell aslp, still haven't reach. -_-
cabbed from bedok to ecp.
weather was good.

ghost insisted we must go SSC to eat our dinner.
so we waited like idiots for taxi outside macs.
everyone seemed to think taxi was free.
keep kenna stolen. SO I PEKCEK. TAKING TAXI IN EAST MUST BE RUTHLESS.
so i fuck it and cut queue. went all the way to the front where the taxis all seem to stop and finallyyyy GOT ONE.
phew. heck lah. so many ppl jump my queue, i deserve it.

ghost nice nice treat me.
eye-opener mans, that place.
:)
ok lah, overall it's quite fun.

took a super cold bus home.
he asked me make him dun fall aslp.
so i tell joke lor. cold joke.
then he said he felt colder.
stupid. and kept suan-ing me for being short.

feels good to have an outing with nothing.
it's been long since i felt like this.
at least he's not like you.
or you.

i still don't feel happy. and i dread the week ahead.
so much to do. so little time.

so tired.
long long day ahead.
think i might go for run tml.
jian fei really aint easy.
fuckkkk.
pekcek liao.

living in idealism is much better than reality.
but i gotta get out some day.
give me that someone.
give me xg.