laziness on sundays.

laziness on sundays rock. but it's guilty afterwards.

see, while i'm watching lame but entertaining youtube shows, nehneh already completed like 3/4 of her organisation assignment for coms. YOU TELL ME, how should i feel? knnbccb.

the answer: violent. ask her do profile writing she got cousin to write about. do coms project last sem, got her aunt's hospital. do about organisation this sem assignment she got her father's company. i think research paper she got topic also liao.

knn. i feel useless next to her ok.

people got talent in piano and ballet and academics also good. family rich and no worries about money balance in bank account. want to lose weight also super easy.

seriously, some people are just way too lucky. makes me think that my karma from last life must have been a shitload one.

ok i'm whining.
next topicccccc.

you know how often i wished i could wear killer heels?
like seriously. i see so many pretty covered heels everyday and it's drop dead sexy.
BUT, if i were to wear it, i think i might drop dead, yes, from falling down some stairs.

which is why i don't wear heels.
it's a pity, i think.
so i stick to sneakers and cute little boots that never make me fall and make it possible to dash after my bus when i'm late for school or tuition.
:)
i do still wish one day, that i master this skill.
one day.

okkkk, enough procrastinating jielin!
it's wrong! get things done efficiently man!
you don't have much time left. and you aren't very clever either, meaning you have to work doubly hard!

and youtubing is addictive again. after i discovered hana kimi. omg. kill me. i wanna eat quan. and i don't mind being ella. HAHAHAHA. the guy lead is just so cute, really. and he's from brunei! woahhhhh. and he's really rich. -_- see my point on some people having it all?

tsk. i'm gonna fight for it.

i think i'm gonna fail my MGQ module, which is weird, cos' i spent the least time on it. then again, it reflects my knowledge about the course also. ZILCH. NOTHING. and it's about maths too. god, kill me now before i kill myself.

i think my tummy grows twice its size one friday starts.
i'm very serious!
i should prolly document it.



AHAHAHAHAH. random thought.
the merlion competition with liu gu just before mgq class.
seriously, i think we are so unglam we can remain un-dateable.
haizzzzzzz. (sense sarcasm)
ya right.

anyway, vdae's coming and i don't feel anything. hmmmms.
principal's convinced i'll have many dates asking me out.
PUI.
in his dreams.
he lucky lah, got wife and ai xin meals for every meal of the day.
it's just another day. in fact, i have to work on that day.
how exciting.
a date with primary 4 children.


i crave that taste.
i really do.
i wanna drink without thinking about you; or because of you.
one day, these reins will loose their hold;
and one day, i will be free to soar again.

until that day comes,
i will remain clean.
i hope.
before temptations comes my way.
before seduction of the alcohol begins.