im going...blind;

been pia-ing coms assignments these 3 days. finally, it's done.
i feel damn relieved.
although i think it may not be exactly high quality production, but oh wells, i need that A desperately.
i don't foresee myself getting very good results this sem.
-sighs.

on a side note, talking to meow is really......ARGH.
not to mention the wu zun moments.
sidetrack like madddddd. knn.
wu zun friendster, blog, EVERYTHING.

then just a few minutes ago i was telling her about maths Qs that i need to practice...

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
im staring at the knn thick textbook

mz says:
hai..

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
i think i going to slp with it

mz says:
burn n drink

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
LIKE GOT USE LAH

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
at most lau sai

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
then lau out all the maths formulas how

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
NO USE

mz says:
den u smear ur shit on e test paper let e tcher smell

mz says:
so dun burn so early

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
..................

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
i cannot stand u

*jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
i shall copy and paste

jielin x bigyellowshiningstar x [ aim high. fly and soar. it's me against myself. (: // have courage] says:
just nice blogging now

mz says:
to where>

mz says:
SHIT

mz says:
u dun lah

mz says:
wah lau
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PS: this is not an accurate representation of both our brains.

this is how i keep myself entertained and awake.
i think i'm going blind, really. my eyes. ruined.
staring at the computer for hours straight. noon to dawn.
i'm dying.
tuition combo is STILL combo-ing.
quite sian.
but i'm trying to get all the teaching materials done before hand.
so that mid-sems i won't be so busy.

tired.
and fat, from all those new year goodies left at home.
=(
pimples are popping out again.
i still miss the sun.
and i think it's pretty impossible to meet gene and haoz anytime soon. =(

so yes, i think the next few days i will be stuck in the routine of going for tuition and doing maths sums.
fucking my love.





no, not him unfortunately.

i sound prety brainless don't i? ok, i know many of you think i AM brainless. -shrugs.

seriously, i think he's kinda hot. i mean not the wentworth or huge grant kinda hot. just you know, so pretty i think if i were to stand next to him, i'm the classic ugly little duckling(only that i'm the duck which never changes to a beautiful one).

idealism does saddens.
haiz.

give me another life.
another form of life.
such that each day is like living on the edge.

such that i have something to look forward to everyday.
such that i can spread my wings and fly.
no worries, no sorrows, no weights.
just soar and soar and disappear;
like that tiny speck of dust in the sky.