irritation.

see, now im very very very irritated. im sure there are many things we face everyday in our lives that make us irritated. the only question now is the extent of irritation that one faces each day, and the amount of tolerance one has.

im not a very tolerant person when it comes to things that i am VERY sensitive to and get easily irritated with.

i dislike people muttering to THEMSELVES(or to the audience).

and im very irritated now cos as im doing my geography, my mother is mutering away to herself about how slow the internet is and how her hotmail page is not loading or how troublesome everything is. HELLO. im having equal difficulties doing geog too. can she like just keep her comments to herself and what i mean is INSIDE her. DO NOT MUTTER ANYTHING. it's either u say it OUTLOUD, or dun even say it at all. BAH. im sooo irritated i sound rude, but who cares. im childish and self-centered rmb?

interruption./

ok, suddenly my mood is so much better cos' im crapping online in the same conversation window with ziwan and shih jie. hahahha, complaining about a certain meesiam. sighhhh, i so totally cant believe she's in the selection camp la....arghhhhhh! we 3 are so traumatised. hahaha, cant stop complaining, super funny! :D well, anyways, im really really looking forward to the meeting tml..=) and of cos' the selection camp itself!!!! i miss them all so much, and its gonna be super duper funnnnnnn! (but with a mission in mind, definitely) NO MORE MEESIAMS ALLOWED FOR 2005 OCIP TEAM!!!! RAHHHHH! me and sista gonna keeo our eyes peeled. :D

:):):):):):):)

sighh, gonna miss school on thurs for a friendly match with some uk team. actually my mother wld be horrified to know of it, tts why i havent told her anything. but alice tan knows abt it liao la. sighhh, and i so HATE missing econs lecture. =(

yayyyy. i cant stop smiling when i think of ocip team peeps and the things we gone through together. we must make the camp a success!!! :) all the best to everyoneeee!!

talking about results: i failed pretty much everything i've gotten back. im not gonna be beaten down by this!!! NO WAY. i must try harder this time. study smart and study hard! i can do it cos' im smart.

they say if u think u are smart then u'll be smart. so i dunwan think im dumb now. i wan become smart. so i must think i am smart to become smart. get it? im not speaking like a smart person now, but im getting there eh? :)

JIELIN IS SMART. please give her all the encrouagements u have. :) greatly appreciated.