headache.

i think a headache brings out the worst in me. you will never believe how irritated i am by a simple headache. especially when it throbs non-stop, only with increasing magnitude and intensity. and it hurts even when u smile. and i've been smiling for the entire day. i feel like my brain is going to split into a million pieces.

too tired to blog much. but the ocip meeting was gd. i missed everyone so much and they made me laugh alot despite the pain i was in. in fact, i forgot abt the pain momentarily(which it resumed as i was going home). i cannot wait for the selection camp itself. we must do a good job for the dry-run and the aqctual event itself! :) jiayou everyoneeee! ocip 2004 santos raak rocks!

ah, im a grp leader of grp 3 and the first aider ic. well, i hope i'll do a gd job la. yh bro is my partner for grp 3. wierd la. i dunno why they pair the both of us together. hahahaha. *shrugs* well, nvm la, i can work with him quite well. :)

BAH. how do u ease headache that does no goes away even with a nap? no panadols included.

i feel exhausted. hopefully the game tml will be an enjoyable one and i'll have fun. away from stress for the morning. then it's back to hitting the books at the afternoo. wanna get some work done, esp im missing so many lectures. haix. im kinda depressed now. i think im more pissed with myself than i am depressed.

i fucking hate myself.

and i don't know why. probably cos' im a lousy human being.
whatever. will blog more constructive stuff when im feeling better.