the test of time.

maybe, in the first place, our friendship was never meant to stand the test of time.
when i feel like a total stranger.
when i hardly ever know what is happening.

perhaps, like what all these 2 years of education has taught me,
what binded us together was proximity.
now, i'm beyond that distance, and nothing matters anymore.

the more i think about it, the more disheartened i feel.
i know the logic of "i gain, i lose".
that has been ruling my life for god know's how long.
but i really detest the thought of losing this.


then again, one day, i could get immune to all of this shit.
and then again, one day, all these wouldn't hurt so much.
one day, when i turn robotic.

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many things happened today. but i've yet to upload the pictures into computer. do when i'm more free and feel more light-hearted.

PSTTT! WELCOME HOME, ABBY CHAN! (i sorta miss doing projects with you and going insane at the ungodly hours. congrats on your NO MORE SCHOOL regime. =((( )