irony slaps.

someone planned a dinner date.
someone waited for the time.
someone called to cancel the date.
and someone ended up stuck at home.

forced to eat one of her most detested food--fish.

someone is feeling like shit now.
someone thinks...she's no where different from not having a bf anyway.
someone thinks...she cannot go on crying like this for nights.
someone's eyes are sore beyond remedy..and has to act as if nothing bothers her.

someone is losing many things that are precious to her.
her friend(s).
her heart.
her mind.
her soul.
her focus.


someone cannot believe how someone can assure someone that he'll be more sensitive and caring...and ended up breaking every possible promise he made earlier in the day.

someone wishes to have good night msges too. someone wishes someone would care more about what happens in her life. someone wishes she doesn't have to be so "understanding" and "reasonable" always. because she is feeling lonely anyway.


someone wants to cry her heart out to someone. but there's no one there for her this time.
who can she pour her sorrow to?
the air?
her pillow?

someone is growing older.
and lonelier.


someone can't stop...the tears from rolling down her cheeks as she pens these down.
someone thinks..this must stop.

but she doesn't know how to.