when the clock strikes 12.

you know how things are in fairytales?
when the clock strikes 12, everything reverts back to the good old gaudy image.
the carriage becomes a stupid pumpkin.
the magnificent dress becomes tatters.
the diamonds become stones.
the princess becomes another normal girl.

the prince isn't supposed to change.

but, this time, i feel like the prince is evolving when the clock strikes 12.
it's as if i was...blind before.
and unmasked at 12.
is that possible?



my intestines are twisted yet again.
hurts.
i think i was too busy at VE to think about the pain. but the moment i stopped to rest at fatbear's car, i could feel the twisting and wrenching.
zzzzz. today's biz was good. flow never stopped. chores couldn't finish also. zzzzz.
worked with LF today lor. and worked partially with Pboss also.
but still damn hiong. zzzz.

LF was annoying as ever. HAHAHAHA.
seriously, we're like enemies.


eh. sold 3 packages I THINK.
can't rmb.
talked to sk on the phone quite a bit to ask him come collect pay or else donate to my jielin fund HAHAHA.
miss him quite a bit. been so long.


one week work at VE. 90 bucks already!
got my tuition pay for both kids too.
whee. P's mum was nice. HAHA. talked to her a bit.


i'm still eyeing that itouch picture i slotted under the glass of my desk. zzz.
but...everything's gotta wait till end of the month then see how.
AYE. LL, PLEASE GRANT ME ALL MY WISHES WITHOUT FUCKED UP TERMS AND CONDITIONS! =)))

i don't ask for much.


ok time to tackle 443!
RAHHHH.


death brings you back to the very beginning.
the very spot you left off.
but does this mean it all rewinds?



i'm sorry i can't really do happy entries.
i'm trying my best to look happy and be happy.
it's something so simple, but something so difficult all the same.


so far, i manage to deceive.