swell.

i woke up, mouth throbbing and slightly swollen.
beyond pain. numbness.

tuition early in the morning. reached cck by 9am, fuck tired. almost dozed off several times. left around 11plus, boon lay-ed, 12-130pm. woahs, monkeys indeed. no wonder the teacher has problem controlling them. gave too much leeway already!

so i set the standards for them again. felt terrible reprimanding them, but still has to be done mans. one super naughty monkey will effectively set the lead for the other potential monekys. very bad. HAHAHHA. my vice principal heard me chiding them and my stern tone while setting classroom rules. HE SAID IM GOOD OK.

=D

yays.
okkkk, then prepared materials till 3 for another class. sibei tired. the whole day is full of marking and returning and going throughs and corrections. damns.
and my mouth hurts mans.
napped abit after 430pm last class. numbness and pain somehow is part of everything already. can't really tell the difference, but everything is god damn sore.

left to meet monz at BV mrt. walked there and chatted abit.
wayne called to ask me go buy car accessories with him. -_-
DIAO. hahahaha. too bad not free, would have been fun to check out car stuff.

settlers with the ever growing friday nighters is indeed fun.
:) missed my sis's 21st bdae celebration though. shall get something for her once i cash my cheque. =(

taboo rocks. omg, and anthony is DAMN CUTE. HAHAHAHAH. geez.
had a good time laughing at random guesses, pretty mindless sometimes. but hecks, it's all about guessing and probability anyway.

i think i'm damn pro at fixing the rubber bands even without mirror ok!
HAHAHA. and it's only the second day.
fine, i'm a quick learner.

versatility is so crucial nowadays.
and i still am thinking about my profile writing. i have a good idea, but i'm really scared it doesnt work out. or wouldn't have the courage or time to complete it.
shall try my luck tml. =X

i think i'm quite teacher-ish leh. only dressing not up to it only lahs, but still, i enjoy the interaction with kids. every communication seems to be a challenge, because there has to be different ways to deal with various students of genders, levels and personalities. it's all about finding that click. :) i'm still working on it of course.
perfecting the art.

i feel loved.
or maybe because the less i expect, the more i feel.
thanks for all the love around me.
even when i'm alone, i don't feel the loneliness.
i actually feel...tinges of peace.

WHY ARE TAIWAN GIRLS JUST SO CUTE?
cannot stand it.
rainie is damn cute, in my opinion.
dammit, if only i have her build.

YES LAH I STILL TRYING TO RID THOSE FATS.

and people who ask me to drink but i refuse, it's because i resolute during NYE to not drink for one month. ONE MONTH ONLY NIA, CAN LET ME FULFILL IT NOT!!!!

hahahaha. determination ok.
i'm trying to cleanse my body.
i feel weak and ill inside.
and yes, the fats issue.

just because i like it.
i'm no bimbo, but face it, everyone likes pretty things. and i want to wear pretty stuff too.
without complaining that i have a huge tummy that shows in every outfit i wear.


i'm not rich ok. i just happen to like things that tmdknn happen to be expensive.
-curse and swear-
i'm not a brand conscious person, trust me, just like things that are not what others have.

yes, i should become more feminine, working on it. very hard. :)

HAHAHAHA, tt stupid rock is damn idiotic.
i cannot believe he goes around the centre telling everyone i'm his "woman". LOL.
kick him to china mans.
but i know he means no harm lah.

mans, i wish one day someone will tell me:" wo hui zhao gu ni de...wo hui yang ni de..." and means it.
HAHAHAHAH.

i mean, provided i like him too mans.

squeak says he must find dragon or rabbits.
dammit, i don't know find which species.
HAHAHAH.

fuck tired.
i want be cute too.
without a lardful body.
or being brainless.
i'm working on perfecting my flaws. or at least, minimizing them.

but i think my style way off.
it's time to be more extreme.


i am salivating for those sky high patent heeled boots. OMG. orgasmic can.
SIGH. i'll be happy if i can test wear.

it looks so hot from afar.

ok fine, wait for more money first ok.
still saving for japan.
MUST MUST MUST.
god, release me from this no winter place.