sim tissue box.

was my bestest friend today, i swear. i couldn't leave it alone for a single second even. sneezed non-stop; gotta be one of the unglam-ness days ever in school.

popped two cold relief panadols. didn't work till i reached home. win already lor.

the two tests were pretty ok.
should be quite decent.

tired nonetheless.
i wonder if i'll remember to go refill my gas if my tank ever runs low. HAHAHA.

and mr leon, i am not a workaholic. i need that money ok. no family support. but thanks for your concern squeak, i will take care of myself one ok. i'm expecting that big big stuffed bird on CNY. gotta be something interesting mans. a bird among the pigs on my bed. HAHAH.

actaully i realised there are signs of intercultural communication everyday. i'm saying that even if we are talking to people the same race etc. because of the existence of co-cultures. but of course the communication must have enough significance on an individual before it is considered meaningful and worthwhile lah.

see, i am open-minded to such communication, just maybe a tad little insensitive at times. i tend to do things i don't realise, and it can be quite damaging. but it's worse if the opposite party tends to have low tolerance, and also not open-minded to the entire communication, ie. defensive. one cannot be ethnocentristic. not easy, i'll say.

but i never once thought i was superior to anyone. rather, i'd say it's the other way round, just perhaps hidden and disguised well enough.


i keep pondering over the question whether i indeed refuse to break out of my comfort social circle. yet the fact is i derive quite abit of pleasure from being the lone ranger. there is no need to stick to groups at times. and i actually crave meeting new people. because i get bored easily.

my survival guide is working perfectly.
=)

i feel a sense of achievement and pride in myself actually. i pride myself for being so...stubbornly strong. HAHAHAHA.

fuck it. i live my life, and this is how i grow up and mature.
don't take me as who i am on the surface.
mindless and childish i may seem.
layers.



the phone conversation with the monkey was damn long yesterday night. from full batt to no batt. win already. then today wake up late. HAHAHA. but still earlier than most people for lessons. yays.

i'm bored. didn't meet mr lift today. but at least i was pretty lucky to not sit next to mr pool today in students' lounge. HAHAHA.
woots.

abby chan, you will pay the PLICE for saying what you said. grrr. mr. PORNFORMSLOPE has no diamond stud ok. don't play play. i think my omph not as haywire as that stussy nightmare meow. :)

for now, i don't wanna care about you. i got more important things to do. :)