how many lives does a silly bird has?

because i almost got knocked down by a car again today while crossing the road.
and yes, i was in the RIGHT cos' the green man was TOTALLY IN SIGHT.

fuck that driver.
he grazed my knee just that bit, before i jumped back in shock away from that bumper of his.
fuckfuckfuck.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE LIKE THIS?

forget it.
things happen for a reason.
maybe that was just to test whether my fucking heart is still beating normally.

-shrugs-

be strong squeak. FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! have just that little bit of faith, have knowledge that people around you care for you, and things will go by just a tad bit easier than if you were to do it alone. destiny never lies. courage braves us through the bloodiest battles; the battles of our heart.


yes, i still do need money.
working everyday except on sunday for the first 2 weeks of jan. for that $600plus bucks. should be worth it. doing something new at least. heh.
tuitioning still.

it's just another routine.


i wish i could appreciate kindness better.
i wish i could be more appreciative.

i wish i can see the bigger world out there, instead of being trapped by myself.
my own doings.



this christmas, is going to be like the past christmas-es.
how bloody coincidental.